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This will be a weekend I will never forget, no matter how things end up. Looking in the mirror before I head down for dinner, I admire the amazing chocolate diamonds as they dance around my neck. I decided on an all-white BeBe dress that was sleeveless and of course bodycon style. My gold heels and a gold clutch to match, leaving my curls down because that's his favorite. Walking down the stairs, James is standing at the end waiting for me extending his had to help me off the stairs, he smiles at me. Look at you Mr. Wright you are looking very handsome and well dressed. James looking photoshoot ready in some casual khaki pants, some brown shoes and a white dress shirt slightly opened at the top. No, you look good ma, you hungry because I can go for some desert right about now. Oh, you gone get desert, maybe on that pretty dinner table outside I say sliding my finger under his chin. J grips my booty, we are very sexually bonded to the maximum. J pulls out my chair and we sit. The chef brings out salads and it is so good, my favorite garlic parmesan. So how you feel Raina? I feel happy, I mean this weekend I've experienced a dream so how could I not feel that way. That's what's up I'm happy to hear that. James how do you feel? To me it seems like you haven't had a woman to care about your thoughts or feelings. That is true, but I know you care, I feel healed if that makes any sense. You are what I needed to feel my broken heart. I lower my fork and wipe my mouth. Wow J that's deep, I am thankful to be the person you say that to. Well its true, just don't take it for a weakness baby please. Let's do this, how about we make a truce not to hurt each other, to be honest no matter what. I feel we can do that baby, lets kiss on it. James and I kiss and we both must pull away because the chef was back with our main course. Right then at that moment me initiating the truce, it is only right for me to tell him about Jacob. Saying that was my introduction. James, I know Jacob, but I had no clue that he was your brother. James kept looking at his food and didn't move or respond, I was hoping he wasn't psycho and about to snap, I left my gun in my suitcase. James sits all the way back in his seat and looks at me for the first time with no smile. How long? What do you mean how long, how long what James? Raina don't do that, how long have you known him. Let me explain J, first you come in the store and it felt like love at first sight. You didn't call in a few days, but my brother showed up at my house with you well Jacob who I thought was you, but you were acting weird. Not me Raina stop saying me! You know what I mean, so after they left, I was furious thinking you was playing a sick game or trying to set my brother up or something. My brother was saying he was helping with his restaurant business, but I was looking at you like a liar. Then what happened? James I am sorry! Damn it Raina! What happened! Tears flowed from my eyes, hearing him yell it hurt me even more telling him. I slept with him James, how was I supposed to know you were a damn twin! I knew something was off with him especially being around you more and talking to you on the phone, I finally put it together when you called me one night. Oh, really and let me guess the same night you weren't feeling good or tired, which lie. J, I wouldn't dare mess with two brothers on purpose that's not who I am. When it was confirmed was when I heard him in the background in your office, I instantly felt the guilt, but I didn't know how to tell you. Did you sleep with him after that? No, I did not, I couldn't, what we share can't even compare to what I did with him. He didn't show affection he was rough and mean like my past bad choices. Leaning into James, holding his hand trying to get him to look at me seeing the pain in his eyes, promising myself I will never hurt him again. James, I didn't know baby, can you please look at it in my view. That's exactly how he is, a noncaring ass fool, who only cares about himself. You just don't know how much I have to put up with his fuck ups. Is that all I need to know Raina? Yes, James yes, he has never been to my home, he doesn't even know the car I drive, whenever we hooked up was at a hotel. Say no more please, James holds up his hand in a stop signal. Does he know about me and you? No, I just cut him off because somehow, he found out where my store was, and I felt he was overstepping his boundaries, so I snapped on him and left it at that. James frowned up looking at me, he came to your job on some crazy shit Raina. I don't know what he was doing James that's why I set him straight and told him I didn't want to see him anymore. Good, change your number, I'm about to take a walk. He gets up and walks off, leaving me sitting alone. I feel better that he knows, I'm just not sure if this was the right time, but a conversation like this it's never the right time. I get up, appetite lost, heading upstairs for a long hot shower. So many thoughts are flowing through my mind as I cut the shower on and undress. My heart feels lost without James next to me, like I am attached to this man already. I always believed in soulmates and I feel like he is mine. Seeing how hurt and disappointed he was, not looking at me felt like needles stabbing me all over my body. What do I expect next, will he want to be friends at least, because I'm sure he won't take me serious after what I just told him. Taking some candles lighting them throughout the bathroom, cutting off the lights is they type of mood I feel. Stepping in the shower, the hot water gives me goosebumps all over, heating me up from head to toe. I took the time out to straighten my hair again, but didn't care anymore, placing my head under the rainfall shower head as I cried. Like, I am really shedding tears because this feels like a relationship that just started but ended badly. To someone who cares about me and willing to understand me for who I am. Taylor told me to be careful and I got so caught up with Jacob dumb ass. Thinking about Jacob I cry even more because I knew he was a slick dude that just wanted some pussy. Reaching for my bath towel to wash my face I felt a presence standing with me. How I know it was him is because our attraction of energy is just that strong that turned me on but nervous all in one. I couldn't turn around and I slowly bring my arm back down, but he grabs my hand and slides his and up my arm until he reaches my neck, moving my hair to one side as he kisses my neck, peck after peck. For some reason I refuse to turn around to face him, so I just stand there letting him have his way. Feeling his nakedness against me and his manhood poking me from behind my nipples harden. He whispers in my ear "I need to forgive you" his words touch my soul as I yearn for his love. Is it possible to feel love for someone so soon, can you feel as if nothing else mattered unless you had that one person in your life. So happy the shower is falling over us to hide my streaming tears. Please forgive me J, I need you more, I have strong feelings for you. Sliding his hand under my arms across my breast, placing it gently under my throat raising my head as he lay his face against mine. Now, he is all the way on my body, and it feels so good and aggressive. So, you have feelings for me huh ma? Turning my head to the side meeting his lips but he does not kiss me, I feel like he's still angry and I'm about to get that angry dick. All of it has my body exploding like a volcano and I want him to teach me a lesson. Yes, J, I do as I open my eyes to look at him, his eyes are saying everything I need to know. James grabs me by the hand, takes me to the island I the middle of the shower and forcefully bends me over. Soon as I look between my legs, looking at him position his feet, he enters me so strong that I yell his name. James dick is so good, I am already willing to marry this man. He fucked me just right, as if it was my punishment and I enjoyed all ten inches of it. I notice we always cum together, and I love it, and he loves not pulling out, I need to be on top of my pills. I'll have Les bring us some food and champagne and we can eat and talk things out, let me clean you up first. After that session in the shower, James literally washed my whole body from head to toe. That is something I never experienced, and I loved it. The chef brought everything to us expect the dinner table itself, he even lit candles all around, it was beautiful. Staying wrapped in my towel, I get in bed with James and all this food lying across it. Raina, I need to let you know, that when you told me, it did sound real fucked up, but I looked at how it all played out, and understood where you were coming from. You are, no, you were a free woman and it was messed up to find out I had a twin and I should have told you that, which I was as we got to know each other. I just want to grow with you, and we take everything one day at a time, because my feelings are very strong for you as well. Well, I like how you said I was a free woman, I can accept you being my man because I wasn't letting you go that easily. Oh, word, James start laughing. Whatever J just know something like this I have never done before, and I won't hurt you, and I hope you don't hurt me. Baby don't stress that, I'm holding on to you like you are fragile, but as far as my brother, let me know if he contacts you and if he do, let him know who I am to you. I will do that, and I don't want to come in between you and you brother, ever. You're not, you just don't know him like I do, just like you didn't know he had a baby moms, I seen the look on your face. Jacob is wild, and a fool at times, he a good dude to an extent, but not towards women. Now that I know he ran into you, it's over and I'll handle him, but let's not talk about that anymore anyway, it is our last night, and I want to enjoy being with you. So, when will is see you again Raina? Actually, my brother texted me an invite to his grand opening memorial weekend, would you like to go with me and be my date. Hell yeah I'm going with you, but you say opening, I'm still working on his contract, my brother had to do some bullshit. Is everything okay J? It's all good, Jacob just wants to prove himself suddenly when because of him we almost lost our company. Oh, wow, I'm sorry to hear that, I didn't know. I'll fill you in on that another time, I'm glad you told me that though. We continued to eat and play around, talking and learning each other more and more. Lying in bed facing each other, James played with my curls, and kissed me until I fell asleep. I am so happy waking up, and going to sleep with this man, he must be the one.