rain

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I have always loved the sound of rain falling outside
I haven't today
I have a feeling it's perpetuating my mood
My mood is one of drowning in tears
My mood is one of unexplainable pain in my chest as if my heart is actually hurting
My mood is one of the sigh before you cry again
My mood is a dark and gloomy one like the clouds outside
My mood is one of blasting sad melodies so I can't hear anything
My mood is jumping when the lightning cracks and having no one to care
I always loved the sound of rain falling outside but not today
The pidder padder of water feels mocking of my tears
The gloomy day feels mocking of the pain in my heart
The lightning reminds of his sharp tone when he yelled at me
My mood is one of self blame
My mood is one of fear of loss
My mood won't change
I have always loved the sound of rain falling outside
(Older poem)

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