“Sssh, you're safe now Ara”
I look deeply into his eyes, kitang-kita ko ang pag-aalala. Did.. did I made him worry?
“ 🎶 nae sarangeul geudaega bureumyeon
yonggi nae bolgeyo
eoreoissdeon kkoccipe
geudaereul damaseo
bureooneun barame
geudae naege oneun nal
nareul seuchyeo jinachiji anhdorok
geudaeman bomyeo sarayo 🎶 ”
“Can you get up?” tanong niya.
Hindi ako sumagot, nakatitig lang ako sa kanyang mga mata.
Tears keep on streaming down kahit naka-ilang ulit na niyang pinunasan ang mga luha ko.
“Couz, hindi sa ano ah? pero kasi, napaka limitation-conscious mong tao. Do you even think na ikaw lang nasasaktan sa ginagawa mo? even your Oppa does”
“ 🎶 amudo moreuge kiwowassjyo
hoksi geudaega nunchichaelkka
nae mameul jorigo 🎶 ”
“Ara, limitation is controlling the extent of something and not about controlling your happiness”
“ 🎶 geobi manha sumgiman haessjiman 🎶 ”
“Seek for your real happiness”
“S-seek for the real h-happiness” I said, almost whispering.
“Ara?” Bogum calls out, still not breaking his eye contact with me.
“Still scar- oh!” hindi niya na naituloy ang sasabihin niya when I suddenly pulls him against my body and gives him a tight hug.
“ 🎶 nae sarangeul geudaega bureumyeon
yonggi nae bolgeyo
eoreoissdeon kkoccipe
geudaereul damaseo
bureooneun barame
geudae naege oneun nal
nareul seuchyeo jinachiji anhdorok
gido halgeyo 🎶 ”
“O-o-oppa...” I said, sobbing.
🎶 deo isang mangseoriji anheulgeyo
geudaeramyeon eodideun nan gwaenchanhayo
hachanheun nareul mideojun saram
geudae gyeoteseo i sarangeul
jikilgeyo 🎶
Ramdam ko ang init ng katawan niya, enough to cover the coldness of my body.
“O-o-oppa...” I called out once again, tightening my hold on him.
Naramdaman ko ang pagkilos niya and immediately hugs me back, putting his one hand from the back of my head and the other around my back, caressing it.
He then utters;
“Ssshh, It's okay...”
Mas lalo akong napaiyak sa pagyakap niya sa akin pabalik.
S-so this is what Chantha said about 'seeking my happiness'
“ 🎶 nae sarangi geudaereul bureumyeon yonggi nae jullaeyo
eoreoissdeon kkoccipe geudaereul damaseo
bureooneun barame geudae naege oneun nal
nareul seuchyeo jinachiji h
geudaemanbomyeo sarayo 🎶 ”
“Did that man frightened you that much?” he asked, still caressing my back.
I didn't bother answering him and let my eyes falls shut, feeling the warmth of his body.
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Nakaupo ako ngayon sa mini-bench, naghihintay kay Oppa ㅠㅠ
Sa totoo lang, gusto ko na lang talagang tumakbo palayo dahil hindi ko alam kung paano pa haharapin si Oppa ngayon kaso nanginginig pa rin sa takot.
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