Hikari's POV
My ribs were finally fully healed and after a week of rest I was as bright as rain.
I laid in bed, my eyes locked on the plain ceiling, that I was planning to paint soon, and thought. Thought about the past years I had lived here.
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Flashback Time
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The first few months were really hard. I flinched at the smallest of touches and freaked at the smallest of noises. I was a mess until I spent my first full day out with Tsukki and Kuroo. I remember we went to the movies. If I remember correctly we had watched the new Peter Pan and I loved it. Tsukki and Kuroo seemed to feel the same. I was able to relax in those few hours. I let loose and let myself open up slightly.
I told them what I went through and how I was feeling about everything. I never went into full detail but I saw them join the dots together.
They hugged me like I would leave them and at first I thought I would but I never did and I'm glad.
That night when we got back I wrote a poem. It told my story of a platonic love towards the people I now call my brothers.
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Flashback Over
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I jumped out off bed and dug through one of my drawers and brought out a leather bound diary.
I ran my hands over and down the binding before opening it up to the first page.
There it was in my very messy 9-year-old hand writing.
It read:
'Platonic Love - by Hikari'
I smiled at the memory of writing it and let my eyes scan down the pages re-reading it.
'𝕀'𝕞 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕
𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕?
𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕦𝕟'𝕤 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕓𝕦𝕞𝕡𝕤
𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕞𝕒𝕔𝕙
𝕀𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤
𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙?
𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕕𝕚𝕕 𝕀 𝕕𝕠 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘?
𝔸𝕝𝕝 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖 𝕀'𝕞 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕕
𝕀'𝕞 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕
𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕?
𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕞𝕚𝕕-𝕤𝕦𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕣 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕞𝕚𝕕-𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣.
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕟𝕠 𝕤𝕟𝕠𝕨,
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕟𝕠 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕,
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕟𝕠 𝕔𝕝𝕠𝕦𝕕𝕤,
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕟𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕.
𝕀𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤
𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕕𝕠 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥?
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕞𝕖,
𝕊𝕠 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕖?
𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕒𝕘𝕠.
𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕖𝕟𝕕?
𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕡?
𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕀 𝕓𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕕?
𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕,
ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕝𝕤𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖
𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕝𝕪 𝕖𝕩𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕕.
ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕓𝕖𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕦𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕖'𝕝𝕝 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕥 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕡𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕥
𝕊𝕠 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟'𝕥 𝕀 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟'𝕥 𝕀?
𝔸𝕞 𝕀 𝕦𝕟𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖?
𝔸𝕞 𝕀 𝕒 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕘𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕖?
𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕀 𝕕𝕠 𝕥𝕠 𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖?
𝕀'𝕞 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕
𝕎𝕙𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕?
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖'𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕜𝕚𝕕 𝕒𝕥 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝.
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕞 𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥
𝔽𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕤
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕪 𝕠𝕗 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕚𝕥
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕥 𝕟𝕖𝕩𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖
𝕃𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕙 𝕔𝕒𝕞𝕖
𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖
𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕔𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕖
𝕎𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕜𝕖, 𝕨𝕖 𝕝𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕖𝕕,
𝕎𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕗𝕦𝕟.
𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕟𝕠𝕨
𝕀𝕥 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕤 𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥
𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕓𝕦𝕞𝕡𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕨
𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕞𝕖𝕣.
𝕀𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕤?
𝕀𝕗 𝕤𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪.
𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕
𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕
𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕕 𝕟𝕠𝕨
𝕀'𝕞 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕞
𝔸 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕞.
𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕤
𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕒 ℙ𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕔 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖.'
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This is a very short chapter and an absolute mess but I wanted to get it down.
The poem is written by me so don't steal it.
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