hidden || c.l √

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1:15am

"i will."

"w-what did you just say?"

"i'll be you're hidden affair."

a little smile appeared on his cute lips and he couldn't even believe, that this is real.

"i can't describe how happy i am. i love you... i love you so much..."

"but please... don't call me your boyfriend. You have to break up with your girlfriend to call me yours."

it makes me happy to see him like this, but at the same time, i think i did the wrong choice. he still has a girlfriend, and he probably still loves her.

"changbinnie? or should i call you future boyfriend?", he said and couldn't stop smiling. "i can't wait to call you mine. and cuddle with you all day. kiss you on the lips when i want to wake you up." i hit him a little against his shoulder, but couldn't refrain from smiling at the same time. he just makes me so happy. "you wanna go to beach? it's already late, so we can watch the sunset", he said quietly. i nodded and he took my hand and went out of the café.

he drove us with his car to the said place.

"babe?"

"i prefer baby."

"baby changbinnie."

"yes?"

"d-do you still smoke?"

"no."

"oh uhm ok... that's great. is everything fine?"

"yup, hyunjin helped me a lot with that."

"i'm happy you stoped smoking baby,
but why did you start that?"

"i thought it would reduce my stress."

"w-what kind of stress?"

"i thought i was straight. and then i fell for you."

"omg changbinnie-"

"you remember that time
when i broke up with my girlfriend?"

"yeah i remember."

"this was the time i realized i like boys."

"baby it's over now. and when i break up with my girlfriend, i'm all yours. you hear that? i'll be your boyfriend", he muttered, while tears were trailing down his eyes.

i know that both of our parents are homophobic. and i know that he's also having a hard time with his parents. we often argue and our bad grades are making it even worse. but now we have each other.

there will always be him and i... and his girlfriend.