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フラッシュバック {smut}

flashback
5 months ago

4am

lazy days, playing video games, staying 24/7 in bed, waking up at 15 o'clock and felix. these are my summer holidays. and there is nothing better than playing video games the whole night with my best buddy. i don't care if it's cod, wow, overwatch, lol or even minecraft. i just want to have a good (and sometimes really weird) time with lixie.

"soo what will we play today?", asked the blonde boy with a cute smile. "ohh i know...", i said with a smirk, "we literally played every game we have drunk. but there is one game we let out. MINE FUCKING CRAFT HAHAHA." lixie started laughing hysterically. but not in a weird way, more in a sweet way. "YEAH MATE HAHAHA." he brought his laptop with him, so we didn't need to play on my switch. "what is our goal today?", the younger boy questioned. "lol i actually don't know. what about.. getting full dia equipment and going to the nether?", i requested. he agreed and we started a new game. "brooo, did you change your skin? it looks good", he said while smiling on the screen. "thanks bro. it's selfmade." we played a little longer, got a little more drunk and got really weird and cringe. i wasn't thinking straight. literally. maybe i was thinking of felix. being all sweaty. and wet. and hot. and naked.

"imagine one of us will probably have drunk sex one day."

"i think we'll both have drunk sex one day. together."

he looked at me with a big perverted smirk. and wanted to say that he is so gay and cringe, but it was too late. he already pressed his lips on mine. "take your shirt off", he said roughly. "l-lixie i am.. a.." "i know your a virgin... and what about it? you will probably never find a person who is better to take your virginity. isn't it even a win-win situation? i mean, i'm a virgin too", he whispered into my ear while taking my shirt as slow as possible off. my eyes were closed as he gave me hickeys all over my chest. I'm actually not that easy to persuade, but now, i think he's right oops. "you're so beautiful...", he whispered softly. my bulge was already hurting and he knew it. "want me to fuck you so badly little boy?" i just nodded strongly, making him smirk and finally take off all of his clothes. he opened my belt making me shake. i don't know if this is wrong, but i don't really care right now. "already this hard?", he said as he took of my pants. "god.. f-felix don't tease m-me.." while i was looking at my boxers i realized that i was already leaking pre-cum. i didn't even know dirty talk was such a big turn on for me. i whimpered when he stoked my tip through my boxers while looking at my bulge. "are you ready?" i strongly nodded. he lifted my legs up, demonstrating me to hold them. he opened a drawer right next to my bed, where he found lube. "why do you have lube, even tho your a bottom, you have no girlfriend or boyfriend and how did you already use it?" "don't ask, j-just don't ask..." he took my boxers off, took the lube, put some of it on his finger and smeared the rest on my hole. "i'm trying not to hurt you, okay babe? just tell me if it hurts." he was so caring. he slowly pushed one of his fingers inside me, making me role my eyes back in pleasure. it's not the first time i have fingers in my hole, which is good, 'cause now it feels good, unlike my first time pushing my own fingers inside my hole, trying to deal with the pain. he was curling his fingers a little while massaging my dick at the same time.. felix looked at my pleasured face, making him push a second finger inside. after about a minute he realized that i'm used to it so he pulled out his fingers. before he pushed his dick inside my hole, he smeared some lube on it. "ready?", he asked one last time. "y-yes", i said as he pushed his dick inside my hole making me moan pleasure, but also pain. i'm very happy my parents are not at home. he gave me some minutes to get used to his size and started to push his dick a little further when i got used to it. his thrusts got faster and his moans louder. "fuck.. mgh.. f-felix ah~", i screamed into the pillow i was holding. "what's wrong baby.. hm? you called for me?", he whispered. "harder.. h-harder lixie...", i begged. "so tight.. fuck", he just muttered as he went harder and deeper and. i was at the point, where my dick was just twitching and my legs shaking. "i-i think i'm c-close..", i whispered bashfully. he held my thighs even tighter, making me hiss. i could tell, he was close too. "not now babe", he said and put his hands around my balls. "hold it a little." he flipped me over in a really quick move, so i was ass up face down, still hugging a pillow. before he entered me again, he looked at my ass, clenching and unclenching over and over, because of the fresh air. while entering me a second time he grabbed my ass, making he whimper. After some fast trusts, he came inside me, making my legs wiggle extremely. his hand traveled down my body, to my dick, pumping it in a fast pace. "s-shit, lixie ah~. i-i'm coming", I moaned while coming all over his bed. I collapsed on the pillow i was hugging. he just smiled as he looked at me. he turned me around, took some tissues next to my bed and started to clean me. he is so caring, i hope this was not our last time. "now you're all clean", he said with his deep voice and a soft smile. he laid down and patted on his chest, demonstrating me to lay my head down there. he was so warm. i was about to sleep with him playing with my hair, when i suddenly heard felix saying:"i know you're already sleeping, but i just wanted to say that i love you. there will be no person that could and will replace you. you are my number one, and you will always be."

"i love you changbin."

"i love you felix."