Addicted to my best friend sister (Camren G!P)

Thirty One: Everyone Leaves

Lauren's P.O.V

Camila has ignored me for over a week now, nothing seemed to be working this time. The calls, the text, the showing up at her door, Jesus Christ I even brought her a bouquet of flowers and nothing has worked. I gave in for a few days, but that mean I don't miss her, her body, her kiss and touch. I have been getting my needs elsewhere, but none of them were Camila. I hated that I wanted to go back to her and I don't do that. Yes, I fuck the same woman more than once sometimes but nothing like the way I keep going back to Camila.

"Lauren, are you okay? You have been miserable than usual for the last couple of days." Taylor asked as we sat down for lunch
"No, not really. I messed up and I don't know how to fix it." I said
"What did you do." She asked surprised that I messed up
"I was sort of seeing someone, things were good. It was mainly sex, but we hung out too which I enjoyed too. Then I fell into bad habits and screwed it all up. She hasn't spoken in over a week. Do you have suggestions on how I should make up to her?" I said

I thought being with Taylor herself, she would be able to give me some tips. Yes maybe this is too much to get a person back that I am fucking, but the sex is that incredible and it would all be worth it.

"What have you tried?" She asked
"Calling, texting, showing up at her door and bought her a bouquet of flowers...flowers Taylor since when the hell do I buy flowers for woman?" I said
"And you say it is only sex? Are you sure? She asked

She never looked like she believed what I was saying, it was the truth though. It was nothing more than that.

"Flowers are too cliche, make more of an effort? Surprise her with something more special, something she likes...be spontaneous with her. Cook her dinner, show up at her door when she least expects you. Come on you have been around enough woman to know what to do even if none of them meant anything to you. Think about what she likes and use that." Taylor said

That seems like too much hard work even for hot, amazing sex. Maybe it would be best if I let it be, don't have the time or the patience for all of what Taylor suggested.

"That seems like too much work. I'm sure I'm going to get over it soon enough." I said shrugging like I never cared.
"Really? I love you Laur, but you disgust me sometimes. What is hard about trying some serious...something committed? What is stopping you from letting yourself actually fall in love?" She asked
"Cause everyone leaves in the end, what is the point of being in love?" I said
"How do you know that? You never let anyone close enough to find that out. Lauren, they never meant to leave. It's not their fault and they would hate you seeing this way. You know they always wanted us both to find the one, be happy, get married, and have a family. They wouldn't want you being this way." She said talking about our parents.

I knew what Taylor said was right. They would hate the way I was, my mother would be disappointed in me, but the day I lost them I lost myself and I lost my will to let anyone close to me. I couldn't feel that sort of pain, again. I refuse to put myself in that position to feel that sort of pain again.

"I know that Taylor, but I can't." I said

Taylor reached across the table, giving my hand a quick squeeze. I was the older sister and I was meant to be looking after her, not looking after me, but she does. Taylor changed the subject after that something I appreciated.

"Sorry, I am late." I heard a voice say approaching the table

I looked up seeing Camila standing there, looking beautiful in her pink summer dress.  When her eyes fell on me, her entire face changed, telling me she had no clue that I was gonna be here, same way I never had a clue she was gonna be here.

"No, you're fine." Taylor smiled "you two seems to be surprised to see each other. I forgot to tell each of you that you were coming didn't I?" She added

Camila and I nodded, laughing. Camila took a seat next to Taylor, furthest away from me. Camila said a quick hello to me and I did the same. I hated how she looked so good right now, hated how I couldn't grab her and kiss her and also tell her that I'm sorry

"How are you both?" Camila asked
"Good, and I think Lauren has been better though." Taylor said
"Yeah I have." I said sadly looking straight at Camila "How are you?" I added
"I am good, thanks." She said smiling widely at me

Good? Basically I have been trying to make things up to her and she doesn't seem to care? And I am meant to be the cold one? Unless she was lying to me? I don't even know anymore

"Excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom." Taylor said excusing herself

As soon as Taylor was out of sight, I turned to Camila

"Why are you still ignoring me? It has been a week come on Camz." I said
"And? That has nothing to do with it. I was enjoying what we were doing, never wanted anything more, but what I never enjoyed was finding out you were with other woman before you came to me. Do you know how used...how bad and how disgusted that made me feel? I know this is only sex and I know you fuck around. You have done that for years, but I thought you had respect for me not to lie to me, not to make me the second stop of your night." She said

I guess she had a point, never really seen it that way. It was such a jackass move of me for doing that. I don't even know why I was fucking those other woman, none of them did it quite like Camila can. None of them gave me as much pleasure as Camila could. I never enjoyed fucking them the same way I enjoyed fucking her so going to them before her never really made any sense at all.

"I know Camz, I don't even know why I did that? Sex with those other woman had nothing on you, none of them can get me going like you can. I do have respect for you, you are the only woman I do that isn't Taylor. I know it don't seem that way, but it's the truth." I said

It was the truth. I do respect Camila, maybe not as much as I should, but I do.

"No it really don't seem that way." She said
"Please Camila? We have fun together, I ain't ready to give that up yet and I don't think you are either. How about if I promise not go to with any woman at all?" I said

Words I never thought that would come from my mouth

"I don't know, let me think about it okay? Taylor is on her way back." Camila said
"Call me okay?" I asked and she nodded

We started talking a lot something else as Taylor came back. I would give Camila time, but I really do hope she does calls me and we can get back at this.

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