Addicted to my best friend sister (Camren G!P)

Forty Two: I Love You

Camila's P.O.V

I was pacing around my apartment, waiting for Taylor to get here. Lauren was still playing in my mind, but right now Taylor and I sorting things out was more important. I had been a mess, but hearing from Taylor has given me some hope

"Mila?" I hear Taylor call out
"Living Room." I called out

Soon enough she was rushing towards me, pulling me into her and hugging her.

"Mila, I am so sorry. I should've never said those things, left you like that. I am a terrible best friend." She said crying

I hugged her back tightly, crying too

"No, I am sorry. You had the right to be mad. I should've never lied to you like that, went near Lauren that way and that was so wrong of me." I sobbed

Taylor pulled away from the hug, grabbing my hand and looked at me

"You can't help how you feel Camila. I never realized it was more than sex between you and her." She said "I think I was scared of losing you both and you two are the only family I have left." She added crying

Now I understood better why she was upset, it wasn't the fact that something happened between Lauren and I, it was the fact that she is terrified of losing us especially after losing her parents

"Taylor, I would never do that...neither would Lauren." I said
"I know that now. I'm sorry I acted that way." Taylor said "Forgive me?" She added
"Always. Are we gonna be okay? I will stay away from Lauren I promise." I said
"You and I will be fine. I love you and you are my best friend. Nothing is ever gonna change that. I have missed you." She said, pulling me into her and hugging me again
"I miss you too. I love you." I said

Once we pulled apart, she led me over to the sofa, the two of us sitting down

"You look so sad Mila, Lauren said you have been having a bad time of it?" She said

At the mention of her name I found myself beginning to cry. I nodded, sobbing too much to actually talk

"I was. I was a mess, hated knowing that you were mad at me, hating myself for what I done to you. Taylor I really am sorry." I said again

I know already say that, but I had a feeling it it was a word I would be saying a lot tonight

"That isn't the only reason though is it? You miss her?" She said

I knew she was referring to Lauren when she said that. I could lie to her, but that is what got us into this mess so I decided to be honest with her. I nodded my head, ashamed of myself for thinking about her when her and I were trying to sort things out. I looked at her, worried, scared on what she was going to say. I was surprised when she smiled at me. She looked over my shoulder, her smile growing. What have I missed

"I miss you too like crazy Camz." I hear from behind me, her voice making me freeze and my heart sped up in my chest

I looked at Taylor confused. Did she bring her here with her?

"Mila, it's okay. Lauren and I talked. If you two wanna be together then that is okay for me." She smiled

I slowly turned to look at her. Lauren was standing there looking as miserable as I felt. I stood from the sofa, making my way over to her. As soon as I was in front of her, she pulled me into her chest, her arms wrapping tightly around me. I clung to her jacket and started crying again

"Camz, I am so sorry. I never meant to hurt you that was the last thing I wanted. I miss you so much baby and I'm so miserable without you. I can't even sleep right cause you are not next to me. I don't wanna lose you Camila, that would kill me." She said

I lifted my head, looking at her. She reached her hand in, stroking my hair before placing her hand on my cheek. I whimpered loudly, the feel of her touch against my skin causing it. I had missed her touch...her

"Camz, I love you." She said

She loves me? Her words made my knees weak literally, made my heart pound in my chest

"I...I...Love you too." I finally managed to breathe out
"You do?" She asked
"I really do. Don't ever leave me like that again Lauren, it killed me." I sobbed out

She leant in, pressing her lips against mine, wrapping her fingers in my hair. As soon as her lips touched mine, my knees buckled slightly, Lauren was quick to grab me before they did. I wrapped my arms around her neck, kissing her back. She whimpered against my lips, holding me closer and tighter against her. Once we pulled apart, she rested her forehead against mine.

"I promise I won't. I love you Camila and I don't ever wanna lose you that way again." She said

I smiled, beginning to cry again. Lauren reached in, wiping my tears away, smiling back at me. I turned around, Taylor still sitting on my sofa, smiling widely

"Taylor, are you sure you are okay with this?" I asked

Taylor stood up and came toward us

"I promised Mila. Who knew the one that would make my female hoe of a sister settle down would be you?" She laughed "But knowing how the two of you feel, I wouldn't have it any other way? Knowing the one that makes my sister happy is my best friend makes it better because I know I can trust you and you will not break her heart vice versa." She added smiling

"Thank you." I said pulling her in for another hug

Lauren soon doing the same, hugging her too

"I will leave you both to it." She smiled
"No, you don't need to." Lauren said and I agreed with her
"Honestly, it's fine. You two need to talk and I wanna go see my boyfriend after seeing you two all lovey, dovey made me miss him." She smiled

We hugged her goodbye and she headed off. As she reached the front door, she stopped and turned to face us

"Remember protection guys, well unless you wanna give a niece or nephew then don't." She laughed before leaving us alone

Lauren and I looked at each other, shaking our heads and laughing, she was some girl, but it shows us she is for sure okay with Lauren and I being together

"We have a lot of talk about baby." She said
"Yes we do. Come on." I smiled grabbing her hand, both of us sitting down

Yes we told each other we love each other, but we still have a lot to talk about especially since we have been apart for three weeks. I was still trying to come to terms that she said I love you to me, that is something she never said to anyone, but knowing I am the first one she had said that to makes it even more special. I just wish I had never said those words to anyone else, wish she was the first one I said them too, but even if I have said them before, they meant nothing to me, saying them to Lauren meant more... those feelings were stronger, Lauren meant more to me than any boy or girl that has been there before her.

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