Addicted to my best friend sister (Camren G!P)

Forty Three: Everything is gonna change

A/N : Please check the authors note I will add at the end of this chapter, I need all of your opinions

Lauren's P.O.V

Finally telling how Camila how I felt had made me utterly content for the first time in my life...feel pure happiness for the first time in my life and the fact that Taylor is happy for us makes it that much better

"Camz, I am sorry I have been an asshole. I wish I told you how I really felt when those feelings first arisen rather than acting the way I did cause if I did then they would have been less pain and heartache." I said taking a hold of her hand "I realize I was beginning to feel more for you than weekend we went away for my birthday, but I couldn't find myself to tell you." I added
"Lauren it's okay that was then. I want to concentrate on us now. Those things happened and we can't change them. I just wanna be with you." She smiled squeezing my hand
"I can do that." I smiled

I reached my hand up, caressing her cheek with my thumb. She really was the most beautiful woman I have ever met and I love her in ways I never knew I was able to love

"I really do love you Camz." I whispered

Camila closed her eyes, a beautiful smile on her lips and moved into my touch.

"I love you too Lauren." She replied opening her eyes

I could see it in her eyes, the love she had. No woman has ever looked at me that way. I scooted closer to her, placing one hand on her hip while the other hand stayed on her cheek and I reached in, pressing my lips softly against hers, the both of us whimpering loudly. Camila wrapped her fingers tightly in my hair, kissing me back the same way. The kiss meant so much, you could feel that. It only lasted for a few moments, but still felt amazing. Once we pulled apart, I couldn't help but smile. Who knew being in love feels this good?

"Who knew baby the one that would make fall in love and become a better person would be you? The one person that has been on my side for most of my life." I smiled
"I know right? Life can be a strange thing sometimes." She smiled

You ask me a few years ago what I would you think I would be doing now. The last thing I would've said was sitting here with my sister's best friend who I was crazy in love with. Life really was a funny thing

"I have missed you these last few weeks Camz. I never knew it was possible to feel that much pain. Nothing else made sense." I said
"I missed you too. I don't need to tell how that time apart for me went, you already know." She said and you could tell she was ashamed of the way she has been acting of the things she have done

I grabbed her, pulling her onto my lap

"Camila, don't bring yourself down over that stuff okay? At the time it felt like it is the only way you could deal with it. Try not to fret so much okay? Like you said that is that past." I said caressing her lower back

Camila nodded her head before she reached in, kissing me sweetly. I pulled her close to my chest, holding her there after we kissed. I held her tight, not wanting to let her go preferable ever again. Oh wow, I am thinking about forever now? How did that happen? I only told her I love her half an hour ago. Actually you know what? I don't care, I wanna think about all those things with her because for the first time in my life, those kind of thoughts don't scare me in the slightest. I could feel it in my heart, Camila was it for me...she was the one. Another term I used to think was bullshit, never believed in all that...fate and the one