CHAPTER 18: PUSH & PULL

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- - - Hoseok's POV - - -

Yoongi was acting a little... strange. Constantly ignoring me, sharp and brief responses, avoiding me but to other people it was normal. I really thought I discovered a new Yoongi but I guess I shouldn't prod into his life, he gets to pick whoever he wants to be in his life, whether he hated them or not but somewhere deep inside me. I wanted to be a person in his life.

After the years of Yoongi working with me, I was curious. When we first met he was cold with a stone face, showing no expression, the first few months were tense and awkward. No words were said to each other so I did the only thing I could do, talk to him, if we were going to be work mates then we should probably build a relationship as soon as possible. One day I approached him but he kept quiet, I didn't really mind since I thought he wasn't sociable so I kept talking to him from time to time.

It wasn't until the 9th of November 2016 that Yoongi finally talked to me.
"Shut up!", he shouted.
"I've never met a more annoying person in my life, how could you smile 24/7 at work. What kind of creature are you", Yoongi continued.
I would have taken offence to that only if Yoongi didn't look so cute, his face was pink and his lips were constantly pouted, he stomped his feet childishly and he had his arms cross. He was a cutie.
"Awww you're the cutest", I hugged Yoongi as he started to squirm.
"Get off, get off!", Yoongi thrashed in my arms.
"If you calm down I'll let you go".
"Fine you win", Yoongi slumped after a few minutes.
If any one saw us, we'd look like fools. Yoongi arms were flopped over my arms as his body was limp, I was smiling like crazy as I swinged him around. It was quite funny.

After that our relationship grew, I'd annoy Yoongi and he'd yell at me but I still thought it was cute. He'd tell me all of his complaints as I listened to him, giving him help whenever I could, when we were stuck in the office for a long time we'd play 21 questions or would you rather. Talking about old kids tv shows really brought our relationship to a new level. When I had a bad day, Yoongi would comfort me in his own way, doing a little bit of my work, praising me or giving me pats and on rare occasions hugs. So when Yoongi started to ignore me, I started to feel sad.

"Here's your coffee Mr. Jung", Yoongi enters my office.
"Thank you, there's some fi-"
"Got it", Yoongi cuts me and gets straight into organising the documents.
It kinda hurt me a bit.
"Is there something that I did wrong", I questioned.
"I don't think so, you never make a mistake on the finances".
"No I mean, is there something I've done between us that made you start ignoring me".
"No... there isn't", Yoongi paused then continued.

"Then why are you ignoring me, avoiding me when you see me, being cold. If I've done something wrong you can just tell me, I won't take it to heart. Are you depressed, you don't have to be afraid telling me", I stress.
"I'm not depressed", Yoongi smacks the paper on the table.
"Then what's wrong! I'm worried, I'm concerned. I don't want to lose you so please tell me what's wrong. I care abou-"

*VrRRrrR- vRRrRrr~*
My phone vibrated against the table.

"Answer it, it might be important", Yoongi says.
"But what abo-".
"I'm gonna leave anyway", Yoongi turns around and starts heading for the door.

I quickly check my phone and saw that Lisa was calling, I quickly picked up.
"Hi Hob-".
"I'm sorry but is this important. Something just happened", I cut Lisa off.
"It's kinda important", Lisa's voice was shaky.
"Is there a chance we could get back to it".
"S-sure".
"Thanks you're the best", I end the call.

I run out of my office and see that the elevator just closed, I sprint and spam the button thanking the heavens it was coming back up.
"Hobi just go a-".
"No", I hug Yoongi.
"Let go H-".
"No".
"Let go, Let go!", Yoongi's voice started to crack.

I turn him around seeing that he was crying, it was one of the most hurtful things in the world. We lived in a country that had toxic masculinity, even though I was the minority who ignored it, Yoongi was a person who followed. It pained me to see he tried not to let his tears out, I swiped my thumbs below his eyes and got rid of the tears.

"What's wrong Yoongi", I held his face in my palms.
"Tell me whatever it is, I don't like seeing you hurt", I spoke gently.
"I'm not sure you're gonna like it", Yoongi mumbled keeping his voice strong.
"It's okay".
"But what if it ruined what we have, what happens if you don't want to see me again. You're gonna look at me differently", Yoongi infamously pouted.
"You could tell me anything and I wouldn't be mad at all".
































"I like you".





































"What".

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A/N: so i wrote this on Jungkook's birthday...
🎉🎊Happy Birthday Jungkook!!🎊🎉
It's kinda surprising that you're 22 and so successful. I hope that you have a peaceful break and that nothing bad happens to you over that period, I hope people don't over sexualise you and that you're happy and content with the life you have. You create music that improve people's life in someway and it's incredible, you're already making a new song and I hope people support you in future years. Hopefully in the future, you'll find your own Y/N. We love you Jungkook, Happy Birthday ❤️

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