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Ma forreal?

We wish you a merry christmas x3 and a happy new yearrrrrrrrrrr (yeassss gurll  lol vocal on point) ** btw sorry for updating late (as usual) I'll try to make early updates When I have time, if I have time.I was inquired in my leg that was wayyyy back ..soo my bad  and so I lacked out  in everything.OK back to the story**

"stop it!" yelled court....I think

"shutup courtney" I mumbled

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"Mom! what the hell! " I yelled still half sleep with one eye open and the other closed. "y'all better wakeup! " she yelled in people ears like we aint still asleep... like ladyyyy....noo .just stop... ugh. " no leave me lone " I said barley pronouncing my words right and closed my other eye that was open. "Lets just leave em for like 5 mins" said kate (courts mom) Yayyyy how dare they try to wake  me up aint nothing important today.. shoot ... disrespectful i tell you disresp-

"gurll no-fine lets finish gettin ready" UHH...FOR WHAT THOO......?

Pshhh i dont care i made myself comfortable spreading my legs and holding the pillow closer to me.       ...........................................................................~FIVE MINUTES LATER ~          "GET UP NOW "....."JKAKDJH" I groaned. They started poking as if that would work pshhh  it only gets me more aggravated by the moment. .."Courtney uppp ,you too"   are they serious?  aint NO SCHOOL TODAYYY!!! damn i swear what's wrong with these people? "what?" she snapped. "get up the wedding "....*gasps* ooooohhh shitttttttyyyybootty.. "ma forreal?" I asked lost asf  "yes dummyy"she said laughing at how quick we both ran to the bathroom beating each other for that ONE little bathroom...I know there are other bathrooms but damn i forgot about that wedding.."OOOHHH I GOT THERE FIRST GIRL GOTTA HAVE SPEED LIKE ME BRUH!" I said hyped up.. Maybe just MAYBE the wedding will be fun, especially since they got me and Court... Oooo Turn up!.   On the bathroom counter i saw some skittles ( in the skittles bag of course) so I dumped it all in my mouth. "Fat ass" mumbled Court ..pshh who gives a damn. I stick my tongue out at her.We both brushed our teeth and Courtney ended up going to the other bathroom cause ya know this little shawtyy made it the the finish-line first. Okay time to shower. I did my hygiene stuff, all that.Then walked out and wore some joggers and a shirt. We had to get ready AT the hotel because we overslept.... Shame i know ..it was worth a shot tho right? we literally RAN to the bathroom what more could we have done? lol ohhh welll.. Dad drove us ALL there including jayy ugly ass. We got there and went to the brides hotel and got dressed there. I did me and Court's makeup and our hairs were already done because of mom of course. So we headed with all the other bride maids and just hung out till the marriage started. I peeked through the door and seen dad ,courts dad and jayy sitting there.I waved at both  dads "ptsss" I chirped and They finally saw me so i started making goofy faces while they laughed at my nonsense but jayy rolled his eyes looking the other way. ha! *sticks tongues out* who asked for his attention?  pshhh it wasent needed for shidd.

I ducked my head back into the curtain thingy or whatever. Court and I headed in the kitchen and stuffed our mouths with donuts. Talia came over standing by us, apparently she helped tear them mofos up too. The grown ups came in and Everything went silent for a moment all u heard was us licking fingers like G we were reaaall hungry! but then we stopped because we noticed their stares. They stared for like 5 whole minutes then bust out laughing.

"Its boutta start guys! " They said and left. We cleaned ourselves and did our part down the aisle. Bruhh I swear we killed it when we walked down with our partners. Now were in different clothes at the reception. The place were at now is dope, cool and everything. I got some drinks for me and court while I  seen two familiar boys...I couldnt quite see them.. I only saw their backs and the side of them but not fully so i dont know. I walked back to court ,we had our drinks, spoke to people, and laughed our asses off. Then they called for the Mr & Mrs to step up and have their dance while everyone had to remain sitting. Then time passed by and they called us up to dance with them. Then other people joined in but since we were told to MEET people or whatever,they had us switch to NEW partners. I turned around then me and court gasped in unison....."FUCK" I mumbled ..way to go! Bet he's going to say something slick. He's looking highly pissed already with his red, puffy eyes. Seems to me he's been drinking.... pshh poor Tanner....  "uhm" I said akwardly as he just stood there.. "Dance with her honey" said a lady, I looked over and saw the bride. "Mothers these days... " he mumbled pissed.. "T-thats.. your.. uhm-m  mom?."I wonder why i get nervous around him ..."Can you Just leave me the fuck alone?" he stated. That got me mad,i just stormed off to God knows where ..What the fuck did i do to this guy? ughhh! .I heard footsteps but that didnt stop me from mumbling a whole shitload of profanity-and not to mention i was kicking the dirt furiously as if the DIRT infuriated me... pshh we all know it didnt...

"uhm sorry kayy" the IT said. (tanner) "Dont call me that and wtf do you want?" I said.  "For you to listen why I snapped?" he replied."oh really? nahh im straight" I reassured him and was ready to leave.  I took my mom keys and started the engine ...I cant stay here with this guy I'll come get mom and the rest of them when the reception is over.  Josh seems to like Court so hopfully their gonna have fun. She deserves it. "you better not" he demanded  hopping in the passenger seat." "Ugh get the fuck out Tan"..I said calmy ..."Tan? oooo me likeyyyy" he said smirking. Wtf is up with this guy? Bipolar ass "Tanner You have serious fucking problems, one second your straight but the next ur beyond pissed for something so stupid?! pshh school title-my ass." I said referring to that day at the mall. That got to him because I could of sworn I saw him get an emotional look on his face then pure anger. That beast was fuming! HA! SERVES HIM RIGHT! He almost flew towards me but instead he got in my face and yelled "you've gotta be fucking kidding me!?! Katalins you dont even know what people are going through. If you dont know shit!? stay out of it! MY  title is NOT the only shit that i go through." And with that he stormed out. I cut off the car engine and ran to him by the sidewalk. "I'm sorry." I mumled. "Get away." "Now." He said while speed walking to God knows where? But I followed anyways "Hay Tan." I said bothering/poking him atleast trying to cheer him up because I felt bad, I really cut deep. I know he got emotional for a reason.. "Fucking stuborn ass ,are you going to fucking keep at it?" he yelled."Yeah! now tell me why you snapped?" I asked "No you should of been stood up to the offer damn." "Tanner" I warnedI.  "Dont Tanner me Katalins." he replied. "Then dont Katalins me Tanner." And guess what? Out of all things He laughed?!?!  FINALLY! BINGOOO home gurl just hit the Jackpot *slides shades on*  haha "your a mess" I said smiling "So are you, and I was trying to explain earlier the reason I snapped is because my mom is getting married with my step dad and I cant stand him he's the reason why I never got to saw my ...uh. dad... long storyy "...."Oooooo why you telling me? I'm special" I said sticking my tongue out and laughing while he laughed too...dang  i love his laugh.... mmh and his voice. he's so se- "Hay uh Kayy? you do know we walked all the way to some park right?" My eyes lightened up and i got excited the first thing that came to mind was the SWINGGSSS. *gasps* "Really?"I asked."Yah" he said once again laughing at my priceless face.  "AHHH SWINGGSSSSS!!!" I said dreamingly while running to the swings and sitting on it.

"Pushh.Me.Nigga. Push.Me" I demanded. He agreed while mocking me running towards me and yelling like I did "AHH SWINGSSSSS!!" I laughed my ass off because he made it SO dramatic like i aint even do alll that "Pshh i aint do it like that." I argued. "Yah you did kay." he said while pushing me on the swings."Whateverrrrrr tannnnn." I said in a singy song voice. Mhm i like that nickname,"Kay" he gave me.

We were there for a while, playing around and just talking. He's sweet to me ,even when i said he can stop pushing me he continuted doing it. I think im starting to- nope i dont know .. We got back and held hands. The reception was over so he hugged me and said "see ya later" and so did I. My mom drove us to the brides house and i guess we all hung out but tan wasent here. Wonder where he could be? I wish he was here. It was late so the bride lady asked us to stay the night so we did. I still don't know her name.....Shame ikr.Me and court were sleeping in a room next to the room im asumming is tans own. Of course tan's mom (the bride) gave us extra clothes so we changed and layed down. I told Court EVERYTHING and so did she.. she really likes josh too and she thinks their almost ready for a relationship. I'm happy for her, in all honesty she's my bestfriend and thats all that matters is that she's happy.......And all that brings memorys back to Ally. Ally..That one word i miss. I REALLY REALLY miss Ally,I love her so much i cant wait to see her in heaven.

Todays been a rough day and a fun one since i got to ride on the swingss and with that i drifted off to sleep ...........But I've been still wondering how my momma can juss intrude in my sleep  Like "Ma forreal?".                                                                                           ~AUTHORRR~    Facts about me: (1-did i tell you im obessed with nutella?  oh yeah I did lol  uhmm I LOVEEE MUSICCC (2-I LOVEEE BATHHH & BODYY WORKSSS. (3-pshhh I heart jordnsss.

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