Sway(Wattys 2015)

Advice

"Rogue?"

"Tasha" I reply. I went with my gut instinct, Tasha was the only person I want to see right now ,so maybe she an give me a little advice or at least talk some sense into me.

"What are you doing here?" she asks. With a confused yet excited expression.

"I just want to talk to you"

"Aren't you supposed to be with Ivan?"

"Yeah but I just wanted to get some advice, are the rest of the girls here?"

"Only a few the rest are out doing chores" she replies. She steps aside and opened the door letting me in, I follow her to her bedroom and lie down on her bed.

"I know it's probably a stupid question especially after everything that just happened ,but what do you want to talk about ?"

"I just don't know what to do, I can't be someone's mate I haven't even had a proper boyfriend. He told me all these things that a mate is supposed to do, how he's going to have kids with me and then turn me ,it's too much for me" I truthfully reply

"Look Rogue I don't know what to say to you, I don't know what it's like to have a mate , but I've heard so many stories about how spectacular and amazing it is to have someone who would do anything for you"

"But I'm scared Tasha"

"Of love?"

"Of Ivan .....of everything. I don't want to hurt anyone and I especially don't want to get hurt"

"That's part of life, it makes you stronger.As much as I would to sit here and tell you how to solve all your problems, to make all your worries go away but I can't. I know you don't want to hear it but the only person you should be talking to is Ivan"

"No way, he will probably laugh at me"

"No he won't, the only way you're going to overcome this problem is if you sort it out"

"I know" I sigh in frustration, knowing exactly what age has just said was all true.

"If you don't want to talk to Ivan there's always Nicole..." she said with a huge smile on her face.

"I'd rather poke my eyes out" we both laugh at my response.

"Errgh why do bad things always happen to me, why can't you be his mate"

"Oh trust me I feel the exact same way as you and I'm sure that every other girls in this place are thinking the same thing. You should be thankful you get to kiss those mouthwatering Rosie red lips and touch his body. He's so beautiful, I would literally do anything to be his ....oh my god, I envy you so much right now" she said in a dreamy state , whilst fanning herself with her hand.

She plops down on the bed next to me and begins to fake cry.

"I bet his kisses are like like heaven"

"They are" NO!. The words leave my mouth without hesitation and Tasha immediately shoots up to her feet.

"What did you just say!" When I don't reply she jumps on top of me, straddling my waist and pinning my hands down.

"Rogue winters, you better start talking or I'm gonna bite you with my fangs and drink you dry" she responds whilst shining her vicious fangs.

"Ok calm down you psycho, it's not even that important-"

"Rogue!" she cuts of

"We kissed" I quickly reply .

"You kissed IVAN and you didn't tell me!!! ....you little bitch, I want to know everything right now!" she angrily replies