The last chapter had the wrong title but I fixed it
Anyways Um, we get a trigger warning for
HOMOPHOBIC PARENTS
PAST SELF HARM
MENTIONS OF PRESENT SELF HARM
RUNNING AWAY
DEPRESSION
SUCIDE
So uh, watch out
- Grey
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The three quickly made their way to Virgil and Remys house, Virgil was currently upstairs with Athena, Remy was sitting on a barstool in the kitchen, looking more stressed out then anyone has ever seen him. "Hey, So, uh..." Remy shook his head. "Virgil can tell ya'll..." Roman grew more concerned as he realized that everyone in their friend group was here.
Everyone except for Patton.
The one with a track record of sucide attempts.
Sami was here too, sadly, and she made her way over to Roman (after kissing De on the cheek) "Hi, I'm Sami, we texted...?" Roman nodded, putting on his actor smile.
"Yup, I'm Roman, it's nice to meet you." Sami smiles, hugging Roman. Oh, she's a hugger.
"I can't believe I'm talking to a famous person!"
Ew
"You're much better looking then you are on tv."
1: I take offense 2: you have a boyfriend 3: break up with your boyfriend and let me steal his heart.
"We should go out for drinks sometimes! De can join of course!"
I don't wanna be around you. Ever.
Soon enough, Virgil came back downstairs, his eyes were red, he's obviously been crying..
"Hey...So." He paused. "Pattons missing." The group went silent immediately. "They left a note, and...I don't think we're gonna find them alive, guys." Virgil's voice cracked, Remy wrapped an arm around him, whispering something in his ear that helped Virgil calm down as he leaned into Remys chest.
"What do you mean their gone missing? Where's the note? We have to find them!" Roman exclaimed, a hint of panic in his voice, Remus placed a hand on his brothers shoulder.
"Roman, cal-"
"Shut up!" Roman pushes him away.
"Roman, you need to calm down." De's voice was more stern then Remus' and Roman listened.
"Here's the note, Princey." Virgil held out the note, on a crumbled piece of notebook paper, stained with tears, and written in a light blue glitter pen.
Hi Virgil,
Yea, I knew you would the one to find this. I don't know how, I just do so... thanks kiddo. Thanks for caring about me, thanks for loving me even wit my imperfections, tell the group I love them. Don't lose your spark.
Goodnight moon,
Patton <3
Goodnight moon...it was a code, for when they didn't know the next time they would see the other. Used when someone went to college or when they (Really only Remus since he always had something broken) went to the hospital. Roman put the note down and left without another word. He walked and walked, to the forest he and De would roam when they were teens.
"My parents would be sooo mad right now." Roman giggles softly, being cut off by De's lips against his.
"Oh no! I can hear the shouts from Mrs. King already, 'not one, but two queer sons? Lord have mercy!" De mocked once they pulled away, keeping his arms around Roman as he laid down by the other. The soft grass was such a nice feeling, the sound of the lake not too far away, the shade from the trees making everything so much nicer.
"They didn't care about Remus at first, he always got off easy, as if they expected him to be the bad son. So I was held to impossible standards." De only nodded.
"I know, babe." He kisses Romans cheek.
"He said he'd kill me if I ever kissed a boy? Did you know that? My own dad said if I ever kissed a boy he would kill me his self!" Roman wipes a tear away. "Maybe That wouldn't be too bad though, he can do the things I don't have the balls to do myself-" He felt a stinging on his cheek. "Did you slap me!?"
"Don't talk like that! I love you dammit, you don't get to say that."
"Roman? I know you're here." De called out, his eyes landed on the prince and he walked over. "Hey..."
"Hola, mi amor." Roman muttered softly, sitting on the grass and laying down.
"I still have a girlfriend." De sat besides him.
"About that..."
"I'm not here for you to shittalk Sami, I'm here because you ran out in tears." Roman ran a hand against his own cheek, it came away wet with tears.
"Their in this forest somewhere, we have to find them, I-"
"Remus, Logan and Virgil are looking for them." Roman laid his head on De's shoulder, seeming relaxed by the words. "You look tired."
"Still a little jet-lagged." Roman muttered.
"Oh no, rich boy is too used to California."
"Shut uppppp." The two chuckles.
"I'm so, so, so, tired."
"Sleep, just sleep Ro."
"I love you, De." De didn't say anything, staying silent until Roman was asleep.
"I really wish you did, Ro." De finally muttered. "Because I still love you, a lot."
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Goodnight, Moon ; Sander Sides ; Roceit ; Human AU
Fanfiction[Completed] Childhood sweethearts that are separated when Roman goes to college, Reunited during a gig, expect, now De has a girlfriend, and he's too scared of Roman leaving again, things continue to get worse until, they're scared out of their mind...
