Falling in love with death?

Chapter 8

When the game finishes, Ashley and I go onto the field to congratulate the boys on their win. I can tell in Ashley action when she hugs Ashton she is very uncomfortable with it. "Baby we won!" Dallas shouts to me as he walks towards me with a few other guys

"Yah, and you got 3 touch downs" I smile "Dallas can we talk , alone?"

"Sure thing babe" he replies, as we walk to the now empty bleachers I can hear all the guys yelling stupid guy things Like 'use a condom Dallas!' And shit like that but I just ignore it and keep walking, with my fingers twisted together with Dallas's. as soon as we reach the bleachers Dallas says with a grin "do you really wanna talk or did you just wanna kiss?" I laugh

"No Dallas I actually wanna talk I'm being serious" he nods

"What about?"

"About Ashley" I say, his face turns beat red "do you like her, because she like loves you Dallas, and I can by the way you look at her you love her too, so I'm saying this now, go ask her on a date" he looks at me in disbelief "Dallas, please don't lie to me, just follow your heart, I'm breaking up with you, I'm sorry" I untangle our fingers and kiss him on the cheek "bye"

Then I walk away towards Ashley, I didn't know this would hurt so much, my eyes started to sting from the tears forming in my eyes. Did I really have feelings for Dallas? What ever I broke up with him I can't show Ashley how much this actually hurt me.

"Jordan, did you uhh..."

"Yes" I say with a weak smile, before she can finish her sentence

"Okay, I'm going to break up with Ashton now then" before she starts toward Ashton she turns around and says to me "Jordan you don't need to hide the pain for me I can see right through you but thank you so so so much, I love you alot for this" I nod and blink away the tears.