Pleasure
pleas·ure
/ˈpleZHər/
noun: pleasure
a feeling of happy satisfaction and enjoyment.
Interesting.
Well In our case
This is your name
I know your Good bye will hurt most
We met online
To be specific we met on Wattpad
I was reading one of your books
I commented on one of your rants
Standing up for you
You said no one had ever done that for you
Just a stranger
Standing up for another
After our first encounter you asked me to audition for a
new book of yours
I sent a simple one
We exchanged numbers
You wanted me to help choose a cover
You're very talented
We started talking
I was living in California
This was in March I remember
When we started talking
It was nice
I was watching the kids
And you and Esequiel
Would fill me up with a little happiness
We got to know eachother
We grew close
But when I moved to Chicago if it was even
Possible we well I was so attached to you
And we were closer than ever for a time
You were one of of the people I could openly be myself
Even if it was behind a screen
That was my genuine self
You were such a nice person
I felt like you never judged me
You were so gentle
I always felt so safe
So I can't explain it
But you gave me a feeling I never had
A kind of emotion I'd never received
Even though we never touched I felt like I'd hugged you millions of times
It was Something I felt I always needed
But never felt
Affection?
I don't know
