Ruby
I think I'm going to start off with you
Let's go back a bit in years
We were in the fifth grade
when we met
I thought you were beautiful.
I knew I liked you
But I saw you with so many.
I remember scoffing and thinking
What a fucking harlot.
After that I don't know we didn't fancy each other I suppose it was.
Later I would grow to know why
You saw your beloved Brandon
He was looking at me and not you.
Talking about me.
Hell I didn't even know
But you didn't like me for it I suppose
I had barely moved to that school
After a month maybe we got over it
Starting talking casually
One day near the end of the year
We were huddled with a group of school girls making
Jokes
Talking nonsense
We Made nicknames for each other.
I was soon became your mommy and you my baby.
That day our teacher dismissed us early.
We ran away from the girls
To the sixth grade bathrooms
Blocked the door
And finally after all that time
Smashed lips
We were young with little experience but it was blissful.
I loved it.
It made me ache between my legs.
And that was only the start.
After that it was easy to do,
Easy to sneak off
To touch lips
Hug each other
And grope eachother.
The school year ended and the new one started
We had the same class
We had finally become sixth graders
Keep in mind
I didn't hang with the prettiest of girls in fifth
So I dumped them.
Such a vile thing to do
But I had to climb the chain
Sounds heartless
But I'm not here to talk about that.
I did it so I won't apologize.
I was a kid and so different then.
