The New Me// L.H

♡Chapter 22♡

Ariana's P.O.V

I woke up with tear stained cheeks. I cried myself to sleep last night, but had to get over it. I got out of my bed and took a shower and got dressed for my interview today I had with the boys.

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I used some foundation to cover up my cuts and scars on my wrist, I didn't need them asking a bunch of questions I sat on the couch with Jai and snuggled into his chest. I wrapped my arms around him. I actually felt like we really dating, I really did like him, he was sweet and caring. The boys and Jennette walked in and sat down with us. Luke just gave Jai an evil glare, but he shrugged it off.

We watched tv until it was time to go and we got in the limo and drove to the interview. We got to the interview and Jennette and Jai just sat backstage watching from a tv.

"Hi I'm Sara Wilkson here with Ariana Grande and her opening act 5 Seconds Of Summer" She fake smiled. "So Ariana, how is it having these boys on tour with you"

"Well it's really fun they are like my brothers"

"And we have known each other before she became famous" Mikey said.

"you guys are famous too" I said.

"We sent out the hashtag #askAriand5Sos and you can answer some questions from your fans"

"Ok @Ari_isthebae asked "Ari is it true you dated one of the 5Sos members" Sara looked at me.

"Yes it is true, but that is in the past and it was before their band happened and before I became a singer" I said

"Ok next question @ashtonsfingers37 asked "Ashton do you think of Ari as a sister or something more"

"I think of her as another younger sister to me" I smiled.

"and your my awesome brother" I giggled. We answered a few more random questions some where funny and some just weird.

"Ok last question is from @Ari_5sos1d asked "besides Luke and Ari, do the guys ship Lariana or Jariana"

I made a confused face at Sara."Lariana is a trend of your relationship with Luke, its a ship name"She paused."Jariana is a ship name between you and your new boyfriend Jai Brooks" she said. I have the guys looks.

"Well um, we really don't know how to answer that" Cal said.

"Come on just tell us who you think Ari is better with" Sara begged. It was none of her business.

"It's really none of your business, and we don't have to answer it" Mikey mumbled

"Come on, Ari won't mind" She said.

"I'm right here and I kind of mind, it's my privacy" I said with attitude.

"It's just a simple answer, come on tell us, who is the better man for Ari"

"That's enough" I snapped. "It's none of your business" I growled. "and it doesn't matter who YOU think is better for me, it's what I think" I got up from my seat and left the interview and went backstage with Jennette and Jai. They looked shocked and also had a guilty look on their face. "Can we just go" I whispered. A few seconds later the boys rushed in.

"Ari I'm sorry" Cal said.

"Its ok it not your fault" I gave him a small smile. Luke didn't say anything. he just had a guilty and sad look written on his face, like earlier. He had like, no emotion at all and looked hurt, I felt guilty about doing this to him. But now he knows what it feels like to be hurt by the one you love. See them with another person.

Luke's P.O.V

I had no feeling what so ever, I felt so broken and hurt just seeing her with another guy. I guess I deserve it, I did cheat on her twice, but more times with the same girl. She trusted me not to cheat. She gave me three chances and I blew all of them. I bullied her which was chance number 1. I cheated on her which blew chance 2 and chance 3. I was such a fucking mess up. She would never forgive me now, no matter how much I was hurting.

I know she would never be able to trust me again. I love her and she loved me and she's gone again. I had her and now she is with someone who actually makes her smile and be happy. With someone who will treat her better than I ever did. He won't cheat on her ever. I don't know why I cheated. Ari is beautiful, sweet, caring and better than any of those sluts.

Why couldn't I just wait. why couldn't I be the boyfriend she deserves to have. Why did I let her go. I hurt her so much. I made her hurt herself. I bullied her. I made her cry and hurt. I lost her trust and love forever. She gave that to someone else and I'll never get it back.

Ariana's P.O.V

All of this drama was driving me crazy! I don't see how famous people deal with this. I felt like I needed to get away again, but it's kind of hard to when you are a famous singer. Everyone will recognize you and you never get a break from all of this bullshit. 5sos fans called me a heartbreaking slut and that they deserved better. It hurt me to get hate.

My fans called the boys thirst heartbreakers and cheaters. I didn't want them getting hate cause of me. I need to find a way to get away from this hate and drama. Everyone was asleep and I grabbed a duffle bag. I threw some clothes, shoes, brush, and toothbrush. I threw on some sweats and a tank top. I grabbed a sweater, some sunglasses and put my hair up in a pony tail. I wrote a note to everyone. I got in my car and drove of to where ever. Some place nobody would find me.

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