Breaks

I miss you

I miss him so much...

I've been stuck at home with kitty for a while. She's gotten so big it seems like I haven't seen her in forever she's a sweet little kitty. Jays been gone for a couple days to go to the adoption home.
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I remember waking up with Memphis out kitty next to me, jay wasn't next to me so I get up to find him. I found him on the Internet looking at these little children on the Internet I found it quiet odd at first but then I looked closer.

He was looking at a website for a little boys home. He was stuck on this one little boy, His name was Tom, he was born in Canada, he's 11 years old, and was born in 1997-2009, Tom had black hair and very pale skin. He was adorable I can see why Jay wanted him.

Jay looked up at me and smiled pointing at the screen, "the adoption home is in Memphis Tennessee, I was planning on going to get him in ,a couple days, I've already called in to see the time they said a couple days so I said of course."

He stood up from his chair and stretched, "well I guess I should get ready, you can look at the little story about his life if you want. He scratched the back of his head and walked into our room. I sat in the chair and looked at the screen. and scrolled down.

It never really said anything so I called Jay in asking what he meant, he pointed at a little box saying that he was passed on home to home because of his age. It said that he was found in a wreck, his parents wernt there so they automatically put him in a little boys home He's been moved 5 times and now he's in saint hollies in Memphis. Jay smiled and was lookin at all the papers and walked back into our room.
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He's been gone for so long now and Memphis has been purring all day. My phone buzzed beside me and I just stared at it and picked it up. It was a message from Jay and I slid it open, there was a picture of Jay with an unusually tall boy with black hair hiding behind jays side. I smiled at it and called Jay.

It rung for a little while and then I heard his sweet voice.

'Hello?'
'Hi Jay how are you?' I hear Jay laugh at something Tom said behind him and he sighs, 'Im good im good, and you?' I smile, 'yeah I'm good just lonely so how was the paper work, how's Tom?' Jay sighs, 'it was a lot of paper work, cost less than i thought but it was not that bad you know.' I could hear him fiddling with something and then his car door open. 'Toms good, do you Uh wanna talk to him?' I shudder for a second, 'uh yeah sure.'

I hear shuffling on the other line, and Jay talking to Tom. I then hear a sweet innocent voice laughing on the other line then a hello with cracks in between. 'Hi Tom. I'm sorry I can't be there, but I can't wait to meet you.' I could just imagin him looking over at Jay and smiling. 'Yeah I really can't wait to meet you either, Jay has telling me about you before you called.' i blushed to myself even though no one was there and I laughed.

I looked over at the clock it was 4 am, I felt tired and sickly. I told myself I'll only close my eyes for a second and i drifted off.

'Stop! Please! I scream at them begging them to stop. They said it will only hurt for a minute. I screamed in pain and they dug the needle into my arm. Then I felt nothing. I looked at my arm and saw it bleeding, the medicine in the shot opened most of my old scars and made them bleed. I screamed at them to do something but the just stared in shock at me. Some of the female nurses ran out covering their mouths and they were crying. I also began to cry, but not from pain, I was scared. I began to sit up off the bed they put me on but they ran over and held me back down. I screamed at them, all I wanted was to be back in my cell where I was alone.'

Then I woke up, I felt dazzed and weary. I sat up and looked at my arms only to see scars covering them. Most people would call it a descras and that's what I call it too. I stand up and walk into the living room.

I see Memphis crying at the door and I smile and walk over to let him out. When I open the door I see Jay trying to put the key in the lock and I laugh. Jay wraps his arms and around me and I smile. I see Tom behind him and he was watchig Memphis scurry off. Jay lets go and takes Tom hand and leads him inside.

Tom walks right up to me and buries his head in my chest hugging me tightly. I wasn't sure what to do at first but then I wrapped my arms around him too. I looked at Jay and he was smiling, i think me and him were think the same thing. Our family is finally complet.

"Welcome home Tom."