Raising Haze

Chapter Thirteen

A/NThischapterwithhavebothHeather'sandHaze'sPOV. AndthenextwillbeHaze'sagain. Afterthat, it'llgobacktoHeather-Haze/Haze. ItsalsogonnabeVERYshortcuzI'monmy phone. Buttherestwillbe a lot longer. I promise!(:***

(Hazelyne'sPOV)
I just chilled on the swings the entire time I was at the park. I didn't know what time it was, nor did I care. It felt like I've been here for maybe an hour. It was starting to get dark. I knew I should start walking home.
I just didn't want to go home back to Heather. I still couldn't believe she lied to me and kept that from me for my entire life. Who does that?
Oh yeah. Her.
I can't even fathom how much hatred I had for her right now. Words can't describe how upset I am.
Shelovesyouthough, Haze.
There's that voice again. The voice of my actual mother, Skylar.
"If she loved me why would she lie to me?!" I spoke out loud, looking like I'm crazy.
Toprotectyou. Tonothurtyourfeelings.
"Whatever." I got up, and just stood there for a minute, contemplating on if I wanted to go home or not. Eventually, I decided it'd be best to. So, I started walking.

(Heather'sPOV)
"I can't believe she left.." I said to Haze's boyfriend, Derrek.
"I can."
"Rude."
"Honestly, how would you feel if you just found out your entire life was a lie? Look, she will be back. We both know that. She isn't the type to run away. I give her an hour or two. Just be honest with her now. She's probably heart broken as fuck." He made a good point.
I didn't respond though. But got up and went to my room. I opened the closet and pulled out the collage I made. It was the baby bump pictures of every month, and a picture of all three of us in the hospital after Haze was born.
Looking at it made me break. I missed Sky so much. She meant the world to me. I wish I could of prevented her suicide. I thought I took part in saving her. Now it feels like I just pushed her more towards the edge. I couldn't handle it.
I stood up, with the collage,and put it on Haze's bed.
"I'm sorry Skylar. I love you. Forever and always. "