Sacred Luna

Chapter 11

Its finally New Year's Eve, and today I am finally going back home. I spend the past few days, since Christmas, with the boys, granting them all a whole day and night with me by their side. Kalanri was away too, so it made spending time with Jason so much sweeter. Even his mother kept talking to his father about breaking the arrangement, if I turn out to be Jason's mate.

"I think we might need to dial back the time with spend with these boys. Cause feelings are starting to get a bit too deep; don't you think?"

Zia mentally voiced her concern, leaving my wolf Sky and myself quiet. We agreed with her, but with the position I was currently in. Putting distance between me and the boys wasn't a wise move. It did allow me though to make great bonds with each pack. So, no matter who my mate turn out to be, they would still be my ally. "I'm not sure we should let you go back to Blue Karmen."

I turn around to see Grayson standing in the doorway, running his fingers through his bed hair. He was displeased about my leaving. "I think its for the better. Not only do I get to help my family become strong enough for an attack, but I also get to dial back with you." I didn't look at him as I spoke, because I was afraid my face would give away how much it hurt to say that.

I had gotten used to laying with Grayson every night I was here. So much so, that I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep well tonight. I turn to face Grayson when I heard the door closed. "You want to dial back on us? Now what did I do to make you want that?" He came closer to me, as I felt my body tensing up.

His presents were making my breathing unstable, as a chill ran down my spine. He grabbed hold of my waist and pulled me closer to his body. "You haven't done anything. Other than become a better man towards me." I said, trying to keep my cool, and ran my fingers through his hair myself this time.

"Then why to want to put space between us? Though yes, I am personally going to miss your touch and laying with you." I noticed his eyebrow raised, as I chose my words wisely. "Mate factor?" I rested my forehead on his chest. "Can you blame me? I like you so damn much, but I fear I am going to hurt you."

Grayson kissed the top of my head, whilst rubbing my back lightly. "I'm a big boy, Saiya. I believe I can handle the result of us when the time comes. Plus keep in mind, my birthday is in June. The solution might come sooner than we expected."

I looked up at him to see the sadness dancing in his eyes. Grayson was concern about hurting me as well. I couldn't help but wrap my arms around his neck and brush my lips against his own. A moan escaped his lips, as his hands slid under my shirt and explored my back, if not running over my ass. I giggled, and licked his lips playfully, but he made me kind of regret it.

Grayson grabbed my thighs firmly and pulled me up to straddle his hips, whilst he held me up. My back met the wall, as his tongue started to play with mine. A moan finally escaped my lips this time, as I moved a hip a bit, feeling a friend between his legs, saying hello. When Grayson broke the kiss, we were both panting heavily, as I noticed his eyes were dark. I was about to push him off me, when his lips latched onto my neck.

"Deigo... No Deigo." I whimper his wolf's name as I knew he was the one in control now. He groaned, and rest his head on my forehead, before letting me stand back on my feet. "You always got to put me in my place. Is it really that wrong for wanting you this badly?" Diego said before leaving ghostly kisses from my shoulder up the nape of my neck.