the timer and the ticcer

the breakdown

Toby's P.O.V.

I sigh sadly as I hear Ash beginning to sob. I want to comfort him but last time I did that I made it so much worse. It broke my heart saying those things to him. I grunt and get up and lay behind him pulling him into my chest.

"Stop it Toby..." he whimpers and buries his face in the pillow. I sigh and begin to stroke his hair softly he lets out a low growl. I see why he does that he's scared to show emotions and appear weak.

"Just relax Ash you're okay," I say into his ear making him shiver. I smile softly as he relaxes and turns to face me. He's starting to relax around me more. I smile more until he punches my side hard. Then nuzzles into my chest purring softly.

"Te-tell anyone else ab-about this and I swear I'll end you," He says looking me in the eye showing that same determined fire. I nodded not wanting to ruin our bonding moment. I smile as he closes his eyes.

"Smells good" he mumbles he must be smelling me.

Ash's P.O.V

I sigh contently. He smells so good maybe I should give him a chance he'd be a good alpha to me, unlike Masky. I look up into those beautiful hazel eyes and sigh softly.
"S-so handsome," I say and blush quickly covering my mouth realizing I said it out loud. I quickly leap out of Toby's arms and wince hitting the wall. I'm trapped!!!.

"Wh-what'd you just say!?" he says eyes wide in surprise. I whimper and begin to cry hard.

"Nothing!" I cover my face in embarrassment. He moves forward and pins me to the wall. I swallow hard.

"What'd you just say," he says in a confident firm tone without any ticcing. I look away fast and mutter "You're handsome...."

He then kisses me suddenly firm and hard confident and sure. I gasp and freeze unsure what to do. Fuck it I don't care Drake would never love me and I'm starting to like this guy he's kind and caring supportive and hot. I'm not letting my past stop me from taking on this new love. I kiss back after a few seconds and tangle my fingers in his hair as he tries to pull away so he continues to kiss me. I gasp as he pets my tail gently. I whine as he pulls away panting heavily.

"So-sorry I pr-probably shouldn't have done that," He says softly nervously playing with the hem of his shirt. I shrug and kiss him again on the cheek and then whisper "Don't worry I liked it". I giggle cutely as he blushes really dark. I crawl into his lap and hug him tight like my life depended on it. He puts his hands on my waist and massages lovingly.

"Do you wanna date?" he asks me after nuzzling my neck. I nod vigorously and laugh.

"That's kinda a silly question I did just kiss you back," I say between laugh and he starts to laugh also.

"Yeah you're right," he says and kisses me again softly. He begins to pet my ears and I tense up a lot.

"Do-don't do that yet" I stutter my voice going high pitch momentarily from embarrassment.

"Why?" he asks tilting his head left a bit making a curious face.

"It's a turn on spot" I explained sheepishly.

"Okay, we should probably rest anyways so night Ash" Toby said laying down pulling me down to lay on his chest and closes his eyes. I just close my eyes and purr going to sleep