To all Thy must love, to be told I love you
To be told you are mine
To be told forever and forever
That you are trapped in a land that you are allowed to leaveI hereby pledge that with this poem that i will tell you
You can't leave, but you can
I am your guardian, and that i will stay
Until you leave, right when you walk awayMy youth is sold, sold to you that is
However when i look into your eyes all i see is skin
Because to you looking into my eyes is a sin
There are things I want to say, but just can'tI like you in every way, shape or form
But when i see you i feel like im torn
Torn apart in a terrible place
Torn so bad you can't bear to see my faceBut i still think of you in all good ways
As if my confidence will never break
I think about how strong you are inside
Only to realize that i'm just as weak on the outsideThe silence hurts more than you could imagine
But since you dont care you just dont see
What your silence is really doing to me
I wish I could just start again so I could show youThat I just want to show you how much I love you
You told me we'd be fine if what I said was true
And it was but you blew me off and threw me away
We haven't spoken in over 66 daysI just see your beautiful eyes in the hallway
With all your friends and even mine
And al this happened because i said you were fine
When I didn't even realize that with due timeThat even with a beautiful smile lies a woman so divine
But to end my tears and midnight fame
I'll tell the words of the woman who wasn't the same
The one girl who never becameThe One Thy Must love
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Poetry is like numbers
ŞiirA few small poems about how I've felt about myself and just life in general. I've felt isolated for quite a while and I thought now would be a good time to talk about it