FIXATION

Chapter 14 memories

Ross POV

"I can't believe what we did. This is wrong on all levels," I said. Getting up putting on my clothes.

"You regret it?" She asked.

"No." I didn't lie.

"We are both adults. We don't need to act like adolescents who just lost their virginity" she was right.

"You came here to find me for a reason," she said grabbing a cigarette and smoking it. I did the same thing.

"Yeah, I wanted to ask you something," I said.

"Okay shoot," she said clearly feeling no remorse of what we had just done.
She acts like it didn't matter and she was right we weren't virgins. We weren't children either we were both adults. So what If I just screwed my dad's girlfriend she wasn't his wife and she didn't mind so neither do I.

"I wanted to ask what should I do about a situation. You know Monique right my girlfriend kinda, well she wants to move to Switzerland she got accepted to this cooking school or some shit and she wants to move obviously I can't let that happen so what should I do to make sure she doesn't leave while pretending to be okay with it if that makes any sense?"

"Of course it makes sense you love her and you don't want to lose her and if she leaves to Europe you fear that you will"

Olivianna was a very smart woman which added to her appeal.

"Yes, I want to sabotage that somehow without her knowing it was me who did it."

"I see, so what do you need me for? You already have it all planned out you want to destroy her chances of having a career and a life away from you. Are you sure this is the right thing to do Ross?" She asked.

"Yes, yes it is I can't lose her I won't"

"So just ask Rock to seduce the woman who is giving her the scholarship and make them choose someone else"

I hadn't thought of that. That was a great idea. Eden will finally be all mine. With nowhere else left to turn too no family around because they all abandoned her I made sure of that. She was left alone and vulnerable. She would turn to me and only me. I was her family. I was her life. She needed a bit of reminder once in a while. the hell with Europe! Forget her dreams I had to be all! I had to be everything! Nothing else.

"Olivianna are you going to tell my father about this? About what we did?"

She looked at me and smiled.

"Are you scared if I do?"

"No, I'm not scared of anything you should know that by now. And I don't have any regrets I'm not a man that goes by impulse or quick passionate thoughts. If I did something is because I wanted to do it not because of some stupid momentary thought or feeling."

I got up to leave but before I did I turned and told her,

"If you decide to tell my dad what we just did I won't deny it. But I leave the decision to you."

EDEN POV

I woke up with a huge migraine. A throb on my head. My neck and shoulders we're hurting as well. My entire body felt like it was thrown across the floor landing hard on the ground with all it's force. Ross was responsible for all of this. He had caused me this pain.
Thankfully I will be gone for good in a couple of weeks. I wasn't going to tell my family. They didn't care to leave me here with Ross. So why should I inform them of where I was going. I was in pain, yes, but my heart was hurting more.

"How are you feeling sweetie?" A familiar voice asked me and I quickly smiled.

"Carol so glad to see you"