Leukemia

Chapter 9

Now I'm standing front of him
Wearing a white t shirt and a black pants while he was wearing a white polo with pants over his dead body

"Peng I know your happy now ...you just pass away but your soul is up there with Jesus ...."

I can't accept that you were gone
And will never ever comeback

Pilitin ko mang isipin na
Peng tulog ka Lang Alam Kong gigising ka din
But no ....
Alam Kong Hindi ka na muling babangon at magsasabi ng

"Magandang Umaga "

But now as your older sister
I  will never hear that again
Cause you are gone

You pass away but our memories will not pass by the days

I love you Peng
Being your old sister is the greatest gift of all

Peng Alam Kong ayaw na Ayaw mong umiiyak kami at nalulungkot
Peng paano ko magagawang ngumiti Kung nawala na yung source ng happiness namin

Can we go back to the days  your lives was enough from me to be a great person

You teach me how to Appreciate little things

You are our happiness Peng

Without you I feel lonely

Without you i feel miserable

Without you I feel Sad

Without you Peng I am Nothing

Peng please comeback

"Peng!!!!"

Nakita ko si mama na halos gumulong na kakaiyak hawak niya Ang litrato ni Peng nakikita ko sa mga Mata ni Mama Ang sakit ng isang inang nawalan ng isang anak

Alam ko Ang narsramdaman niya

Alam ko Ang lahat ng hirap na dinanas niya mabuhay Lang kaming tatlo

But now

Dalawa nalang kami

"Peng!!!huhuhu please comeback I know your alive Peng mom is here!!"

"Peng!!!"

Kusang tumulo Ang mga luha ko sa aking Mata

Sana ako nalang
Sana ako nalang Ang nawala
Sana ako nalang Ang nag suffersa sakit na yon

I know Peng is a brave person but
When cancer attack 10% chance of people Ang nakaliligtas
Sa mahabang panahon natuto Kang lumaban Peng
I know your good up there with no pain ,no suffer,no sacrifices and no sadness because God is with you already Peng

See you soon Peng

Someday matatanggap ko din na Wala kana
Na Wala na yung taong source ng happiness namin
Yung taong nagbigay ng pagasa sa ibang tao at lumaban
Yung taong binuhos Ang pagtitiwala dahil Alam niyang God has a plan more than you expecting ...

21 years Kang nabuhay at binigyang pagasa para labanan Ang cancer
Pero panandaliang Lang Ang Laban na Yun
Dahil kahit nanalo ka
Nawala ka

Sometimes you need to fight for others people

You have a choice..

If you choose to be happy then be happy
If you choose to be great then be great
If you choose to be Sad then be Sad
If you choose to be love and to be respect then be kind
But if you choose to  fail then you loose

But Peng ,....you choose to live but you also choose to live once a life and that is temporary

Thank you Peng....