New life..

Chapter 9.

I roll off the bed at about 9:00am in the morning. My head hurts like hell, I go over to the bathroom and shower. I went and had bacon and eggs for breakfast. I cleaned the house until I hear my phone blasting out. "I'm all about that bass." I run to it and see Jake's calling me.
"Hey Jake.. How is she?"
He sounds tired and upset.
"She's ok, really sick from last night. She's giving me the cold shoulder."
"Jesus Christ. I'm amazed she remembered."
"I'm not.. She drunk to forget it."
"I feel really bad."
"Don't worry about it.. She'll have to forgive us soon right?"
"I don't know she seems pretty mad."
"That's for the confidences boost."
He says and in the background I hear bottles clinking.
"What are doing?"
I asked.
"Cleaning up the house. She's in no state to do it."
"Why are doing that for her?"
I didn't mean to yell but, wtf!
"She told me I should stay and make sure she's alright. Jesus Jamie, it's not always about you! First you destroy my relationship then you tell me I can't try and fix it. What's wrong with you?"
He says and then hangs up on me. I go and bang my head on the wall. What did I just do? I sounded Jealous on the phone. He'll never talk to me again.
Dad and the kids come back from there camping trip at 3:00pm and I helped by unpacking the bags and tried to keep my mind off of what happened. I help cook dinner and dad tells me all about it. He asked me about my weekend which I panicked and said.
"Super fun! I enjoyed so much."
I put on a fake smile and went back to cooking. Then I got a text from Jake.

Hey. Sorry about yelling at you before.

I decide to text him back.

It's fine.. I'm sorry to.. Is Kat gonna forgive us?

She said she'll talk to us if she has to. Other wise she'll be giving up the cold shoulder :(

Sorry about that. I still don't get why she's mad.

Because before hand I asked her out. She said yes.

But, you said that you wanted to tell her your feelings.

Yea, that I've liked her for a rly long time.

I jump on my bed and place my head in my pillow. I can't believe that, he really should have told me that before. I pick up my phone again and typed.

That's why she said ex man..

Yep, only went out for about 10 minutes until.. Well... Yea #worstboyfriendever.

Don't beat yourself up, let's just let it ride it.

It's about 10:30 by this time so I send him a goodbye and sleep.

This morning was the worst having to go back to school. I pull my hair back in a lose ponytail and make a coffee. I take the kids to school. I get a link sent from Ryan, I click on it. I see 3 videos up on YouTube. All from the party, he must have been recording it all. It looks so fun and wonderful. Nothing bad in them at all. I get on the bus and see Jake, I sit next to him.
"Seen Kat?"
"Nope.. Stop by this morning nobody was there."
"Great.."
My heart sinks to bottom of my chest and I can't help but feel bad.