Y/n's POV
I let Jimin open my apartment door and we got inside.
-I want to shower first.
-Yes sure baby.What do you need?
-Just a towel.
Okay.-he said softly and kissed my cheek.
I opened the barthroom door and turned on the shower.
I took off my jeans and Jimin's shirt leaving me in my underwear.
I stood in front of the mirror and saw myself.
I looked destroyed.
My puffy eyes from crying.
My messy hair.
And the red marks that were on my neck and chest.
I felt disgusted.
-Why would you love someone like me?!
-I am disgusting.-I said while sobbing loudly.
-Baby.Can I come in?-Jimin said softly.
I started pulling my hair forcefully.
He opened the door and ran to me.
-BABY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
I sobbed loudly.
He looked at me with worry and took my face in his hands.
-Please don't cry baby.Don't do this to yourself.-he said sadly.
He pulled me into his chest.
-LOOK WHAT HE DID TO ME JIMIN.
I showed him the red marks.
He looked at them with teary eyes.
-Love.I am so sorry.-he said looking at the marks.
Tears now were running down his face.
-Jimin.
I wiped his tears.
-I don't blame you love.You saved me.I am sorry for making you feel bad.
-No love no.You are right.-he said looking at me softly.
We both sat on the cold floor.
-Love.
I turned my head to see Jimin looking away with a deep blush on his face.
I forgot that I was only in my underwear.
-You should shower.
-Here.Give me your hand.
I gave him my hand but I felt my body ache with every move I made.
-Hey,hey love.Are you okay?- he said with worry.
-Come here.-he said carrying me and taking me to the bathtub.
He carefully let me inside.
I hissed.
The warm water burned on my marks.
-It is going to be okay love.-he said whispering.
He took a little shampoo and washed my hair carefully.
The postion he was in wasn't good and he kept struggling.
-Love.Let me do it.You are going to get tired in that postion.
-It's okay.
He was so sweet.
-You can get in.- I said softly.
He blushed.
-No it's okay.
He is so cute.
He saw me one more time and sighed getting in the bathtub while taking off his shirt.He kept his jeans and moved his legs in each side of me.
-I want to sleep now.-I said pouting while he kept massaging my scalp.
He laughed.
-Yeah?
-Mm.
He massaged my neck and my shoulders.
I moaned in pleasure.
He stopped for a moment and placed his head in my shoulder.
-Feeling good?-he teased.
-Shut up.-I said splashing him with water.
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fear of the dark | pjm
FanfictionNyctophobia is an extreme fear of night or darkness that can cause intense symptoms of anxiety and depression. It generally originates from a traumatic experience in the past.