Did I Mention I Was A Dumbass?

hey dudes i'm happy

Sooo

I met with a counselor lady today

Her name is Karen and she has the can I speak to your manager haircut™

Lol she's a cool person

I told her about musicals I like

And then my brain was like "SHIT WHAT IF SHE KNOWS WHAT HEATHERS IS AND THINKS IT'S A BAD INFLUENCE-"

She doesn't even know how computers work (work the schuyler sisters) so I think i'm good

She's cool and that wasn't as bad as I thought it would be

But. In. Other. Fucking. News. (:

PERSON HELD MY HANDDDD

AGAINNNN

MULTIPLE TIMESSS

ON PURPOSEEEEEE

oh my god though

we moved seats in that class and the two of us sit in the same spots (which is right next to each other •'•)

and they played the hunger games theme from their laptop thingy while we said bye to our other friend

they did it at full volume too lol

and they got friendzoned by the girl they asked out

AND THEY CALLED ME A HE EVEN THOUGH THERE WERE PEOPLE THERE WHO DIDN'T KNOW:D

them: damn I'm at a table with all guys. I feel awkward now.

guy, looking between me and them: wait...what?

them: yeah you heard me

me: (: (: (: (: (:

some guy did a presentation on Hamilton today (apparently there are more theater fiends at our school. he's kinda transphobic though, or at least he was last year.)

but the whole time my brain was like "ALEXANDER HAMMYHAN- TREASURY OR STATE? TREASURY- ARE YOU A-A-RON BURR SI- ELIZA~ WERK WERK AND PEGGY- THE WORLD WAS WIDE ENOUGH FOR BOTH- STAYYYY? HE- IT'S QUIET UPTOWN FORGIVENESS- IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE- MR JEFFERSON? ALEXANDER HAMMYHAM" etc.

today is like

kinda okay

but also

at the beginning of counseling i almost cried

the counselor lady gave me like a quiz and it was like that shit you see on a website like "bossdudebroquizzes.com"

and it determined that on a scale from 5 (idk why it started at 5) to 20, i'm an 18 for depression

accurate