Did I Mention I Was A Dumbass?

vv quick rants

We're different.

Yeah, I guess that was obvious from the start. I still can't figure out just what's different, not between you and I.

I'm always friends with people way different than me. That's just how it goes.

I can usually figure it out.

First friend, it was the whole introvert vs extrovert thing.

Then the human lover vs animal lover.

Then the science vs creativity thing.

Then the boy vs girl thing.

Then a bunch of feminine girls vs some butch lesbian thing.

Now what?

I mean, with them it's so obvious. One knows people, they get around, the other is a Christian...and a transphobe...and (I know she's trying but you can't deny it...) a homophobe.

But what about you?

Maybe your impuliveness. That's what I thought, at first, but I'm impulsive too, just with different things.

Maybe the bookworm thing, but I would read that much too if I had time.

Maybe the childishness, but I've got that too, sometimes more than you.

What is it?

What the hell is wrong with me?

Is it just me?

Do you feel it too?

God...

I just...

I need to figure it out...

Right?

Something is off.

Wait...

I figured it out.

I wanna get better.

And you...

You don't.