Red and Blue meets Dark

chapter fourteen

Lily Sailor

I blink at him. Did he have a girl in The Queen's? I hope not but why would it matter to me anyways? Because you're starting to like him.

"Why are you all thieves?" I ask, biting the inside of my cheek.

Alec looks at me. "Well, we aren't really thieves. I mean yes, we do rob banks but then the gang and I give out the money to runaways, the abused, the raped, and the homeless. People who actually need it. We also use that money to survive." If I wasn't biting the inside of my lip, my jaw would've dropped. They. Were. Not. Robbers. I was wrong again. They were all like Robin Hood. Tears were threatening to come out. It'll be worth it Lily. It will. Promises are promises.

"Lily, are you oka-" Alec starts. I don't answer him. I kiss him instead and Alec didn't seem to mind. I push him on the bed so that I could get on him and I lean down to kiss him. I was filled with want and need. You're using him, Lily. I brush off that thought as he kisses my neck. I take off his shirt with one swift move.

"I need to feel you," Alec says tightly. I catch his lips with him again and I pull off his pants as he takes off mine.

"I love you, Lily Sailor. With all my heart," Alec says. I freeze. No. No. He can't. I don't say anything back. Instead, I lower myself onto him and he groans. I kiss him again and again. You're such a whore, Lily. You're using him. Using him! What type of person are you?

"You're on the pill right?" Alec asks. Oh no he asks. I manage to smile.

"Uh huh, kiss me," I say. Our bodies were in perfect rhythm and the room filled with our moans and breaths. As great as it was, I still had an awful twist in my stomach.

I wake up to the sound of the door slamming open. "Guys! It's the fez! RUN!" Alec sits up and throws on his clothes as I do the same. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

"How'd they find us?!" I hear someone yell from another room.

"Come on, guys, let's go! Dev come here! Lily!" I hear Alec yell. I sink to my knees.
"Move it! Move it! Move it! I'll take end!"

"I'm sorry, Alec. I did what I had to," I say quietly while crying as he looks at me. Alec stops moving. It was like he couldn't process what I said and I don't really blame him. He looked at me and it turned my stomach into a twist. Everyone else was running around us frantically but I couldn't take my eyes off of him. It was like it was just us. We stared at each other until it only remained of me and a fazed Alec. I sink to my knees.

"I had a promise," I whisper and I kept on crying. Alec didn't reply.

"It's the police! Have your hands in the air and don't move!" The main doors burst down but I didn't look up. I couldn't look at him.

"YOU! HANDS UP!" I hear a cop say. I hear no movement of Alec running.

"Ma'am! Are you okay?" I hear a lady say to me. No. I wasn't okay, but at the same time, I was relieved. I'm an awful person. I didn't say any of that though. I just nodded as the woman hoisted me up.

"You're going to be okay," I hear another cop say. Am I? Mom was worth it- I hope.
I looked up and Alec was gone.

***

I couldn't get any sleep. I just stared at my ceiling the whole night, still crying. I was back home with Fin and dad.

I woke up at 6:00 in the morning with my head throbbing with pain.

"Woah Lis, you look like crap," Fin says, hugging me. He may be favored, byproduct Fin was always

"I feel like crap," I say.

"Hi, Lily, are you feeling better?" Dad asks me from the kitchen.

No. "Yes," I answer instead. "But, I feel really sick." I had a queasy feeling in my stomach. Feeling of guilt, bastard.

"You did good, kid. I'm so proud, Lily, even though you didn't catch him. You made it out alive," Dad says as he walks up to me and embraces me. Uh huh. So proud.

"Thanks," I mutter. I didn't feel any better though. My pride had gotten to the best of me. So much so that Dad's compliment meant nothing. Oh crap. I stiffen. I was wrong. I love Alec too.

"Lis, you look really pale," Fin says, looking at me with concerned eyes. I run into the bathroom and I throw up. I felt horrible and I groan quietly. I throw up some more before I return to my bed and I take a nap.

When I woke again, it was 1:37. I groan as my stomach gurgles. I run into the bathroom and vomit. Oh shoot. No, no, no, no, no. My eyes were frantic as I reach in my desk drawer. Where is it? I touch the edge of the box and I grab it quickly. No, please, no. After a few minutes, I take a deep breath and look at it. Positive.

Author's Note
Pregnantttttttt
Baby names  ➡️
I think we can have their ship name as Ali? Alily? Lalec?
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