The Real Life of Rachel Berry

S1: The Power of Madonna

Glee does not belong to me... just this story...

The Power of Madonna

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Sunday night I'm at Jesse's house after a fun date. We went to an amusement park in Akron and after that we went to his house, and we are currently in his bedroom, making out.

"I really love kissing you" Jesse says between kisses.

"So do I" I tell him while kissing his neck.

"I don't want to pressure you, but every day is getting difficult to restrain myself from wanting to move forward with you" he says after coming for some air.

"I know what you mean... but I'm not ready yet" I say before kissing him again. "But I think there are something's we can do" I say whit a seductive look on my face.

"Really?" he says with tempting eyes.

"Totally" I say nodding my head, so he jumps in, making me laugh.

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Monday at school the girls from glee were sitting in the choir room on our free period, when Lila says:

"Can I asks you guys something private?" she asks nervously.

"Yes, you should move to Israel" Santana says making Quinn and Brittany laugh.

"Santana, that's mean" I tell her, making her roll her eyes.

"It's about dating" Lila says after sitting in front of us. "Not that I'm dating anyone. We all know that Finn and I are no longer an item, even though sometimes he agrees to make out with me behind the bleachers. So let's just says I'm seeing someone. Let's just say hypothetically we went to my place after going out and because my parents weren't home we move to my room and started making out. It was fun and erotic, and then he said 'We should do it' and I say I wasn't ready, what if then he got really crappy and left and let me sad and kind of depressed?" she asks us after that long introduction. Wow she really talks a lot.

"Would you please stop talking, you're grossing out my baby" Quinn says.

"I just want to be ready. I know I'm getting older, and thinks are gonna happened someday. But, how do I stop a guy from getting mad at me for saying no?" Lila asks us we a desperate look on her face.

"Just do what I do. Never say 'NO'" Santana says making me roll my eyes.

"Totally. I mean... what's the worst that can happen?" Brittany says before directing her eyes to Quinn. "I'm sorry Quinn"

"Well, girl, don't ask me. The last guy I liked was the mayor of gay town" Mercedes says, and I kind of feel bad for her "I can't way for a guy to be mad at me for saying no" she says making me regret feeling bad for her.

"We just have to accept that guys don't care about our feelings" Tina says. "Like the other day I was walking with Artie, and he was going on and on about me changing myself to be with him"

"That's got to stink" I say to her. "But guys, that's not true. I mean, yeah some guys are idiots. But not all of them" I tell then trying to reason with them.

"And how would you know" Santana says.

"I-I don't... I just think we can't judge every guy because some have treated you badly" I say coming out with an excuse.

"Yeah... right" Santana says being suspicious.

"Hey, guys" Mr. Schue says coming towards us. "I'm sorry to interrupt your little sorority, but I couldn't help but overhear... Are you really having... that much... boy trouble?" he asks a little surprise.