Diary of a One Sided Lover | JJK FF | (Completed)

Playing his girlfriend

I really wonder how does it feel to be loved by you, to be in your arms, to be spoilt with your love. I long for your caring gaze, I wish I could tell you how much I love you, how much I care for you. I promise I won't expect you to love me back for I believe love is all about giving and expecting nothing in turn.

Dear Diary,

No sooner I reached school than I spoke to Jihoon.

I think we've bonded quite well over
time me and he promised to do something about my role when we all were to meet during the break.

I had to wait 2 hours for the break AND trust me those 120 minutes was the LONGEST wait of my life...I just wanted to get away with this as soon as possible.

The bell rang...it was break time.. I looked around and saw only Jungkook with few of his friends waiting in the corridor

Couldn't locate Jihoon, Jisoo or anyone from the group and WAITING WITH JEON?! was the last thing I'd do so I decided to borrow a book from the library and scurried outside the classroom.

I quickly made my way through the corridor and saw through the window a group of around 5 to 6 people Jungkook, Jihoon, Jisoo and few others.

I entered class and walked towards them. I could feel Jungkook looking at me I just ignored him by smiling at Jihoon.

The later smiled and made place for me and then the discussion began. I gathered courage and spoke of me switching role and Jisoo voluntarily stepped up for this role giving me her small part. This agreement took place in front of everyone.

We were dismissed for the day and I had packed my bag just scrolling through my phone waiting for Amy to finish her not so surface level conversations with Hyun-Woo.

Unexpectedly Jisoo approaches me with troubled expressions covering her face saying that Jungkook still
wanted me to play assistant's role.

On hearing this I was petrified

He wanted me to play this role?

Why?

Why didn't he object in front of everyone then?

I didn't know how to react.

What do I have to do now?

Should I go and talk to him?

I can't even stand in front of him then how do I talk?

My heart did go out for Jisoo she did miss a chance to romance with the playboy but wth he can't play with me!

Immediately I went along with Jisoo to Jihoon - my only hope, who had promised to help me in this

While we were talking Jungkook came and stood in between of me and Jihoon, he just glared at both of us.

There was plenty of place beside Jihoon. He walked passed through Jihoon and stood in between of us.

Whenever I spoke to Jihoon, Jungkook answered he never allowed Jihoon speak.

In the first place I wasn't even talking to him.. why was he answering?

Was he jealous?

Well why would he be?

Later he looked at me and plainly said 'Y/N it's easy play my assistant' I argued back that I can't.

He plainly said I'll take care.

Take care of what?

Those butterflies when he gives me a strong gaze

Does he even know when he'll call me "babe" what will happen to me.

Yes that's what he calls me in the script.

I couldn't say anything I was at a loss of words. I didn't want to create a scene and fuss around and most importantly he should not think I'm scared.

I am not scared I'm nervous, I hope I don't blurt out my feelings. Jihoon announced practice tomorrow.

I'll be the first girl to play the role of a girlfriend of her own crush. Sounds fun right? I can't even tell anyone what I feel.

Well today those expressions on his face when I was talking to Jihoon were like he's jealous? Maybe?
I would like to tease him if it's so. It's cute when a boy gets jealous. Isn't it?

With love
Y/N