Diary of a One Sided Lover | JJK FF | (Completed)

We meet once again

Dear Diary,

Been a while I haven't written..

Since it's the last year of grad school we're occupied with sessions on career, personality development, social issues etc etc followed by lectures and its mandatory for all students to attend these sessions..

It's compulsion as it would lead us to a productive and fruitful future AND I personally DISAGREE!

I do not see anything useful..

'A' we're all attending so that we don't have any letters sent home

'B' whose interested?!

Ever occupied the last seats of the school hall?

Incessant nattering is all you hear

And the 'vote of thanks' a fake formality thanking the feign smiling speaker for the unsolicited advice and most importantly... for finally shutting up

I know..

I sound so so negative and frustrated..

Life has been so monotonous

I miss having a company... having a friend..

It was my birthday last week..

Just an ordinary day... No birthday shenanigans

Infact no one even knew about it.

My last best birthday celebration was in the twelfth grade.

The sweet memories never fail to bring a smile on my lips till date

Oh the best part..even Lisa didn't leave me a birthday message

Won't deny.. I was expecting a call from her but sadly there wasn't even a message

That's true.. expectations often lead to disappointments.

Now that we are on the subject of 'friends'

I'm not saying Amy and Luna aren't my friends..

Well atleast I consider them as my friends..

But how could you call someone 'your friend' when they don't even know your birth date?!

Basic details?

For a fact I know, am aware and convinced that this friendship won't last beyond a year..

Later no call backs, 'Seen' Insta DMs, 'Read' WhatsApp messages...

All the above antics will make you look like that annoying friend who keeps sending memes? Or keep getting ignored? or your contact blocked & deleted?

Like seriously they know there's a zilch chance of crossing paths and if they supposedly do then best of all remedies 'ignore'

I guess school life is all about friendships turning into acquaintances?!

Nicceee...

Now I feel at ease so no more ranting..

So an update on 'How's life?'

I have a presentation AGAIN this year..

We all tried hard to protest and convince Miss Vernon not to make it mandatory as we already have enough work on our hands and
fundamentally this presentation will fetch '0' value to our final grades BUT all in vain this dramatic professor wouldn't budge.

Dramatic?

You'll know soon..

The list for the presentation was out last week and the class has been divided into 10 groups, 10 students in each.