Diary of a One Sided Lover | JJK FF | (Completed)

Babe

And then all the love songs were about you... you became my knight in shining armour... I still remember the first time I saw you... never knew that weird guy would leave such an impact on me...

Dear Diary,

So today we started practicing for our presentation...

I soo wish we had 'time skip' not only in FFs but also in real life because this presentation drama is .... HARDER THAN I COULD EVER IMAGINE

We all gathered after lectures I just gave one more try in convincing Jihoon and Jisoo to speak to Jungkook.

Convincing people in matters involving Jeon Jungkook is absolute exercise in futility

Speaking of Jungkook, he entered wearing a blue t-shirt looking adorable.

Everyone was practicing their lines, Jisoo sat near me I heard footsteps approaching us.

I don't know how but I just knew it was Jungkook. I thought he wanted to talk to me but he was there to talk to Jisoo. He was looking at me but speaking to Jisoo. Not knowing how to react I looked in the book and kept repeating my lines.

Later Jihoon joined us, so basically I was sitting in between Jihoon and Jisoo. While we were laughing over Jihoon's joke, out of nowhere Jungkook called out my name and laughter died down, leaving me startled.

I looked at him confused and he glared with an unreadable expression plastered on his face.

Approaching him, the grumpy being mouthed that we 'rehearse together'

Now it gets clear to me that this crazy jerk can never see me happy.

I was prepared with my lines but, when I had my eyes on him any amount of preparation would fail to give me confidence looking into Mr. Curly head' eyes

To make things easy his friends entered class not forgetting to mention Yuri

I really couldn't act it out

How will I do this in class?

What if people ship us together?

Seriously! I need to stop watching k dramas for a while because my thoughts are going way too far.

Jimin, Suga, Yuri and rest of them occupied the first few benches..

Thankfully the class only contained around 20 people? including those in our group

Now I really didn't see the need for Jeon to call HIS CROWD and make me MORE nervous

Omg I don't think I've shared this with you but I find EVERY GUY in Jungkook's group intimidating...

And about today I can't even express enough THE LEVEL OF AWKWARDNESS when they eyeballed with simpers

I stood about 3 steps behind Jungkook while everyone started began with their part.

Jungkook and Jihoon both are masters in getting things done perfectly.

In the mean while I hoped that we could just cut this scene if not at least change my part.

Battling all the thoughts finally the time came to act out and I heard Jungkook calling me babe, hearing this all the group mates along with his friends starting teasing with ooooo and all those sounds...

Hold on..

Why were his friends teasing it's just a skit! Right?

I just forgot my dialogue!? for a fraction of a second but managed to speak something thankfully correct and..

Jungkook held my hand brought me closer to him and walked out of class together. We walked out of class together and in front was Miss. Martins the professor who scares the daylights out of us. She saw us hand in hand and what will she think?

I walked out leaving his hand and entered class again from the behind door. Miss. Martins is undoubtedly strict but she's kind towards me but..

Arms linked with Jungkook?!

I didn't her to get any wrong picture of something going on between us..

She takes Jungkook's case many a times but by now you should know what this magician does yes! He manages it all pretty well.

Ok so back to what happened next I entered class and hear a lot of noise Jihoon smiling and saying brilliant, Jisoo and the remaining speaking something I couldn't pay attention because I was caught somewhere else.

Jungkook's friends started teasing him nice, you'll looking great together, then one of them said where's YOUR GIRL? Did she leave you? Why did she enter from the back door?

I wondered if I am actually hearing all that I am hearing or is my mind scripting a new k drama?

While I was listening to all this Jihoon announced that we were done for the day. I took my bag ready to leave Jisoo told me to wait for her, we were to leave together. I was standing out of the washroom waiting for her while going through the messages I felt someone caught my hand I looked up to the person who's hand it was. Jungkook!

This guy will make me go crazy...

He smiled saying Good job...

I was about to say something when I was cut by Jisoos's let's go.

I smiled and Jisoo waved a goodbye to him.

Like why? Why did she have to interrupt and wave?

He was there for me..

We were having our sweet little conversation... our moment...

Omg! I must be sounding like a jealous maniac

But let me tell you in my fantasy HE LOVES ME BACK

This was the first time he held my hand. It wasn't acting this time. I can still feel his touch on my wrist.

I realized that a day can do a lot to a person. I don't know where and how things will end between us but this feeling what I had today was beautiful.

I felt so happy about today.

How would it feel to really be his girl?
I need to get out of this. It's only an act to put up Y/N tomorrow it's all going to come to an end.
With love
Y/N

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