Diary of a One Sided Lover | JJK FF | (Completed)

Just another day

Dear Diary,

Today had been a REALLY long day at  school with teachers ranting 'don't forget to submit your assignments'

Like we've already time skipped to projects assigning and submitting.. amidst all this syllabus is at rest.

Just a little on 'How are we doing?'

The beginning of this academic year is pretty good so far..

Teachers being teachers.. engaging, accessible.. let's just say good?..

Classmates... they are quite friendly, all thanks to Amy she made things quite comfortable.

Actually you know what..

Amy is a favoured student of almost every teacher...She is a member of the student council and cultural activities. Her simplified and straightforward demeanour makes popular especially among the girls.

I think we're getting along really well..

The most unavoidable human that you're itchy about... Jungkook..!

Yes.. he attends class everyday...

Remember?

Ignoring, avoiding and eliminating

WE ARE SOO WORKING ON THAT..

The minute he enters class, I just pull out my phone or a book and pretend to sink in like the world outside does not exist.

I feel his light glance on me, hear his heavy footsteps pass by... hoping he'd  never stop by my seat to initiate any sort conversation..

What could get any more dramatic when I have my seat in the second row..

THE VERY PLACE where ONE FIRST SETS THEIR EYES WHILE ENTERING CLASS

Well... realisation hit me hard in the head when I exchanged an electrifying eye lock with Jungkook for some nano seconds and now switching places would be a TASK!

So while I was just sitting and watching students in the corridor pass by a HASTY JEON JUNGKOOK STORMS IN CLASS WITH HIS EYES FIXED ON ME..

His approaching figure towards my seat brought me out in a cold sweat and I turned my face to the girl sitting next to me.

A dim-witted ME called out the wrong name to the girl seated besides making me seem gormless and mindless

Well my stupidity doesn't stop right there..

Jungkook definitely walked in my direction...

towards me...

BUT NOT TO ME... INSTEAD his annoying friends who were seated right behind me..

What an idiotic and laughable content must have I looked before Jungkook..

You think he heard me?

Of course he did... The distance wasn't much

He surely must have heard me jabber the wrong name

How do I always end up embarrassing myself in front of him?

And if you're wondering where on earth did Amy disappear, she had a meeting with some teacher.

So I had Luna's company for the day..

Oh and she's another classmate not a classmate but I think 'friend' would be the best title.

Luna is an entertaining conversationalist..

We became friends thanks to her chatty nature which pushes me to utter a 'yeah' after every 5 minutes.

I've been thinking this for a while..

Don't know if it's something to even to think about but..

Why did Jungkook suddenly move to a seat which is 'leaving a bench' BUT RIGHT BEHIND ME?

I could feel his gaze through my peripheral vision each time I turned and spoke to Luna

Of course your girl..

The big conscious freak that she is
being glimpsed by her crush...

Can she act normal?

Hell no!

I didn't move my head either of the sides until the class dismissed..

And oh yeah my neck hurts.

Something last to add..

I always see this girl tag along Jungkook, not forgetting the latter's pals Jimin and Suga who are always grinning 'they know better' about what.

Can't remember the female's name.

Yeah she is pretty and stuck like a leech to Jeon

Wonder if she's the same girl Rose had once mentioned about?

Yuri?! that's the name.

She is waay too cheeky and playful..

I know..

That is too much information for the day

See I told you I had a long day.

But tell me one thing..

I do sound like a professional stalker, don't I?

Best friend names, girls names..

Well nothing like that they were talking in secret..

The gang sat behind me and relaxed themselves with so soft gossips that I could hear every bit and detail

I actually had a situation where I wanted to run away from Jungkook and he almost comes up to me..

I strongly wanted two things either the earth swallows me up or Harry Potter's invisible cloak...

Not mine but the drama fan in me wrote this..

Well my day was dramatic!

Haven't even completed with the first quarter of the academic year and I have a year to pass by

How will the year go?

Oh no !

I'm running too late I have a lecture early in the morning

I'll see you soon.

Bye

Love
Y/N.