August looked at the beautiful church that she was meant to be in and also saw all of the sad faces that consumed the 18th century room making all of the stain glass windows, that were tipped ever so slightly to one side to let the breeze in, look sad and gloomy as they told the story of life and this gathering was the opposite of that. Poor Oscar. He looked like he was all alone in the deep mystery that was the human brain. That was my problem with all of this knowing that I could never speak to him or go near him ever again, not now that I'm CHANGING. Well I had to go home before my mum and dad found out that I was there or still alive. I started to feel funny a few months ago and that was when I realised, I had to leave because if I didn't my temporary family would be in danger so I knew I had to go home. Unfortunately it was the last place I wanted to go at the moment but I made a promise a long time ago to The Lady that I'm unfortunately known to have quarrelled with before I left home. It disgusts me that she was right and that I can imagine the smug look on her face when I turn up at the door with my things as I thought I could hold on a little longer at least till I was 18, but no of course not. Why does the universe have it in for me I often wonder.
My dream.
My dream was sacred to me. It made me smile. It made me laugh even though I know it isn't real but I want it to be. I'm not meant to feel feelings like this when I'm this young. I have never told anyone about my dream as it is to important and even though Oscar is my best friend I couldn't tell him as he might tell someone by accident and I didn't want the whole of my old school to find out that I only wanted this guy. But I know that I could never have him. It's not possible. It shouldn't be possible as I could him, but he could hurt me. But he used to be my friend one of my closest friends but when me and The Lady moved I never saw him again until I ran away to England...
Flash back
It was my first day of school and he walked past me but he turned around and looked back to check as if he left something that's when I caught his eye. He stopped. I did to. I held my breath not wanting to move. He blinked and walked away not looking back. I stumbled into him again later in the week but this time he looked me in the eye and smiled,
' sorry ' he said to me of all people
' it's okay my name is August I'm new h-'
' I know who you are and I know you are new as you look like a lost sheep in a massive field' he smiled gently
' you have biology next right?'
' yeah I do, but how did you know th-'
' I'm in your class. Do you want me to take you?'
' yes thanks that would be a massive help' I answer gratefully. He took me to the science lab it was marked with the words SCIENCE LAB 6 in bright white paint It had only just been painted.
' thank you ' I say quietly
' your welcome, oh and my name is Stephen Lock by the way' with a cheeky look on his face
' and mine is August Blake '
' I know you told me earlier and I already knew and I still know now'
'Sorry' I say shyly
' it's alright your cute so you make up for it' he smiled shyly and he blushed a little
'Thanks your not to bad yourself' I smile back
I didn't hear what he said after that I was to busy getting my book out of my bag.
AN- Thank you so much for reading hope to update again soon - AJ x
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FantasyAugust. The name of one of the hottest months but her destiny is to become as cold as ice. August left her life in Whitby to save everyone she loved, but she has to move on and deal with the few new problems in her life. When she turns 18 she will...
