I really love One Direction so I hope yall don't mind. But italics is a thought. Bold is a memory...
"Are you sure you want this?" He asks his hot breath fanning your face. You look up into his blue eye's before connecting your lips to his. His large hands go up your shirt feeling every inch of your upper half then he peels your shirt off tossing it on the ground. His hot kisses get lower and lower and he pulls down on the waist band of your pants.
"Please dont," your voice is hoarse from crying. The salty tears fall down your face as his hands pin you to the wall. His lips attack at your neck nipping and biting. You didn't want this.
Do you really want to do this? Is this something you want. His lips on your body. His hands touching you. His eyes looking at every part of you. Your heart races as you can't stop thinking about it. His lips connect back with yours his hands caressing your inner thighs reaching to your heat. You don't want this. You don't want it.
"Stop!" You push at his chest and he moves backwards confused. "Louis I'm so sorry I can't... I just I cant do this," you look down and pull your pants back on your half naked body. Then throw on his shirt that was also off.
"What? I thought you were into it. I thought you were okay with it? Are you okay y/n?" Louis asks moving closer again.
"I can't do it yet I'm not ready Louis," you look down ashamed and you feel the bed dip beside you.
"That's okay I will continue to wait. I just got carried away," he wraps his arms around your small frame pulling you into his chest.
The whole time another boy was watching. He runs a hand through his blonde hair and sighs as he goes back to his room. It was your best friend though he would never tell you. But Louis wasn't the only one in love with you.
"Thankyou for understanding," you whisper laying your head on his chest. You listen to his heart beating and it calms you down a lot. "You know why I can't do it?"
"Why?" He asks kissing the top of your head sweetly.
"When I was 16 I went to a party and I was young and stupid. I thought it was pop but it was alchol. And I drank it. A guy took me up to the bedroom he took my clothes off and forced me onto the bed. He almost raped me Lou. Niall was looking for the bathroom and he came in. He saved me from that man beat him up and then comforted me the whole night. Since then he hasn't left me alone. That's how we became best friends and how I met you," you look at the ceiling as you rencounter what happened that night. "It still haunts me but I'm glad because I would never have known you if it didn't almost happen." But also because the only one to see you naked was Niall. He was your actual first and he never failed to make you feel special after. But you couldn't bring yourself to tell Louis that.
Louis hugs you tighter to his body and kisses your cheek multiple times. He was the cutest ever.
"I love you," you whisper looking up to see that Louis had frozen with his mouth in an "o" shape. It was the first time you had said it and you didn't even know if it was true. "You don't have to say it back but it's true I wouldn't know what to do without you," you take his hands and lock your fingers together. Lies, lies, lies.
He slowly smiles and leans in to connect his lips with yours.
"I love you too y/n. I have since I met you. I'm so happy Niall has introduced you to us because you make me a happy man," he whispers then pecks your lips one last time. "The happiest."
You giggle when he kisses your cheek. You reach up and run your fingers through his soft brown hair massaging his scalp gently. He closes his eyes and purrs at the feeling.
"Y/n?" Someone asks and your eyes trail up to the doorway. Niall stood leaning against the door frame. He smiled small and you hummed. "I need your help with something," he says and looks away from you and Louis together.
"Umm yea sure I'm coming Niall," you say and turn back to Louis. He had fallen asleep so you wiggle out of his grip to follow your friend. Is he only a friend? Friend.
"What is it Niall?" You take a seat on his bed and look around his room. It had been a little while since you had been in here alone with him. Now that you and Louis were something. But what?
"I wrote a song and wanted you to hear it," he sits down at his desk and pulls up his laptop about to press play when Louis comes in. He has a look of disapproval and glares at his blonde best Friend and bandmate. "Maybe another time then?" Niall's irish accent really comes out and you blush then nod your head. Kiss him. Kiss him while you can. While Louis isn't looking. You look away from his eyes and turn to go back to Lou.
You wanted to hear the song now. It just made you anxious to be able to hear it. What it was about if he was the only one who sang and wrote it. You shook it off forgetting about it.
A few years later you stopped talking to all of the guys. Louis moved and found a new girl forgetting about you. Niall however disappeared. Changed his number and went on the low. He wanted to spend his life as a normal person not spending thousands a day.
In an interview that week that you watched you noticed that he was indeed in it. He told the girl that he wrote a song for someone special that he lost contact with. It could be anyone.
"To be honest I wrote this song about a girl I fell in love with. I saved her and she became my closest friend and was the only person who really got me. I had wrote this to tell her my feelings but never got another chance to show her. And I regret it. I want her to know that I am still in love with her and always will be. As those feelings are too deep to lose now I want her to save me," Niall explains making your heart swell. He wanted you as much as you wanted him.
You should have kissed him. Things would be different if you did. If you really followed your heart not your head. Louis never loved you and you never loved him. It's always been Niall. It always will be Niall.
"My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
Tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
That's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?"Then it clicks. Is this the song? The one he wrote years ago. The one that Louis interrupted and gave Niall the death stare. Did he know? He knew...
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