Caught him cheating pt 3. Profanity Mentions of self harm ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
"Y/N I know you can hear me. Please let me in you know this is bad for your health. Please don't do this to me again I'm your older brother I'm always here for you. Just please open this fucking door," Your brother Corbyn says from the other side.
You don't move to open the door to your small apartment. Instead you snuggle deeper into your sheets closing your teary eyes to sleep.
Its been almost a week since the incident and you haven't left the apartment once. Haven't showered and havent even eaten. The flowers Daniel got you were brown now no longer the pretty colours they were before.
There's a knock at the door again making you snap your eyes open. For fucks sake just leave you want to yell. You want to be left alone.
"Y/N OPEN THIS GOD DAMN FUCKING DOOR BEFORE I BREAK IT DOWN MYSELF!" Corbyn yells clearly mad and pissed off at the fact you are ignoring him. He has had enough of your shit and doesn't want to wait any longer.
You dont answer instead you slip in your earthpods blasting FANCY by TWICE. You get up and dance around.
"I FANCY YOU," you yell still dancing around. Out of breath you stop as the song ends taking out your earthpods realizing Corbyn has left. "Finally!"
You go to the bathroom and strip of your clothes finally desciding to take a shower. Cause you smelled of stanky fisheys. Your coochie itched as you stepped under the water letting it flow down your body. Hopefully Jonah didn't have STDs.
You sigh thinking of Jonah. He just made you want to hurt yourself. Were my not pretty enough for him? Was I just nothing to him? I gave him my everything and still all he needed was sex. Something we were both busy for. Hot tears flow down your face again as you stare at the pack of razors. Just a few cuts wont hurt, it will probably take all the pain of Jonah away.
You pick a blade up holding it up to your wrist. Just a few won't do anything. And then a few more to take your mind off of Jonah. No it will hurt. It will make it worse and just put you in even more pain. Jonah isn't even worth it. You shouldn't love him he cheated he slept with someone while you were with him. If anything he should be the one suffering. You put the razer down desciding against it.
He's not worth anything. He's not worth cuts. He's not worth tears. And he's not worth staying inside you should be out there finding a new man. Trying to be happy.
You turn off the shower and step out wrapping a towel around yourself. Then dry off and get dressed into a cute outfit wich consisted of a grey sweater and light blue jeans held up by a gucci belt. You grab your bag and slip on your shoes. First stop is Daniel's to opologize for your behavior.
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You walk slowly up his door step and knock. You smile looking at yourself in the reflection of the glass door. You looked so much better than three days ago. The door opens and a girl steps back when she sees you with only a shirt on. Tatum Dahl!
"What the fuck," you whisper under your breath clearly confused. First Jonah now Daniel. Speaking of him he steps out from behind her a shocked look on his face.
"Y/N oh god I didn't expect you to come here. It's not what it looks like-"
You cut him off. "It's whatever I came to say sorry I'll be leaving now," you say and turn about to leave before you hear Jonah laugh from inside. You didn't want to think about him but you can't help it.
"Babes lets just go back to bed come on Dan it isn't worth it," you gag at the nickname she called Daniel. He hates that. She puts her hand on his wrist and tugs him but you cant help it.
You rush forward flinging Daniels door open and tackle the hoe. She flys to the floor as you stradle her waist throwing random punches. Someone behind you grabs your arms pulling you off but that doesn't stop you from grabbing Tates hair yanking her with. It was frenzie on the floor with multiple bodys in the mist of a punching brawl. The tears start flowing down your face as you let out the anger you had been holding in for the past month.
"You fucking hoe! First you sleep with Jonah and then you sleep with Daniel. What the hell is wrong with you? I love Jonah and yet here you are ruining everything," you yell at Tatum her hair still wrapped in your fist.
"I'm glad you are all happy though because I'm not. I'm not happy at all. Have you ever had suicidal thoughts because everyone around you that you loved switched up on you? Have you ever wanted to cut because you lost someone so close and you felt like your world was destroyed? No!" Everyone was silent and listened.
Tate no longer faught back as you just held her hair slowly releasing it. Jonah, Daniel, and Tate looked at you with guilt.
"Then there's my own brother who didn't want me to know. Telling me to not go home while you were fucking her behind my back in our bed. If I listened to him I'd still be with Jonah as he continued to lie about it. Pretend nothing happened. But at least I'd be happy."
"At least I'd be happy right?"
"Y/N Daniel didn't sleep with her," Jonah says watching everything happen.
"I don't care if he did or not. I wouldn't care anyway I only ever cared about you. Everytime your with her and not me Jonah. You broke me! And for that I hate you, I hate that I love you!"
