Pain in my ass!!!

My first day.....

I had graduated, I finally did it I am finally a firefighter and got my assignment of what station I'm being placed at and I couldn't be happier but I am also hoping and praying that the most annoying class mate of mine I never want to see again but I really hope he got sent to a fire department far far away, I am honestly beyond shocked he even made it through all the classes and test physical and not but he did but whatever he's not my problem anymore thank the lord!!! So tomorrow was going to be my first day at the fire department 1-1-8 in downtown Los Angeles and I could barley sleep I was so excited to start and meet my new coworkers but I had to get some sleep cause I was supposed to be there at 5:30 and its 11:30 right now but I can't sleep I'm trying to make sure I am very ready for my first day making sure I have all my gear ready to and everything in my bag and make sure I remember everything I was taught so I don't mess up because this is really important to me that I make a good impression on my first day and don't mess up so nobody dies. Anyways so after 30 more minutes of panicking and repeating information so that I remember for tomorrow and so I finally lay down and force myself to go to bed and but I put my alarm on and lay back down again and then everything went black.... I wake up to a noise but I wasn't sure what it was cause I was still half and sleep and then I realized the noise it wasn't my alarm that was making the noise, and then I got a feeling of panic it was my door someone was knocking and so after being woken up in a panic and I throw a long sleeve shirt on and I yell I'm coming and then I drag my ass to the door and open it and I freeze up and my mouth drops open and I didn't even know what to say or if I even wanted to say anything and for the fact of who's at my door right now trust me I don't want to say anything but I know one of us is going to have to say something before it gets awkward not like it isn't already, he was the last person I expected and I really want to slam the door on his face. With the most annoyed face I could ever give a person I said what do you want Evan? and he said "its buck and he said you want a ride to work? and I said excuse me? He said you got assigned to the 1-1-8 department right? And I about shit myself which would be quite unattractive but besides the point I knew where this was going and I decided to focus on the fact that he some how knows where I live which I find particularly creepy and so I ignored his question and the fact that we are going to end up working together. So I ask how the hell he found my apartment, and he gave the smirk that I hated and he said "well we are going to be working together and your address was on the work directory I got and I decided that since it was both our first days that I could come pick us up" and I gave him a glare and said I'm a big girl Buck I don't need you to pick me or anything like that, was it not clear enough to you that I don't like you and we beyond didn't get along in fire academy so are doing this just piss me off or what Buck? I looked at my clock and said its 3:00 in the morning Buck I didn't have to be up till 4:30 and thanks to you I won't be able to go back to sleep so thanks Buck thanks a lot, did I tell you how much I hate you! And he smirks again that makes me want to punch him in the face five hundred times and then he pushes past me and into my apartment and says nice place and starts walking around my place and I'm getting pretty annoyed that he feels like he can just invite himself in and do whatever he wants, and so after pushing the feeling of wanting to strangle him over and over and so I turn around and give a sigh and I say do you want some coffee since you don't seem to be leaving anytime soon and seriously who is this smug and happy at this time in the morning and he gives a smile and says I guess me and yes I would love some coffee since your making some and I rolled my eyes and walked to the kitchen and follows me to the kitchen and just keeps looking around and then he faces me and ask where Paul is? and he says " I thought you guys lived together" and I said first never did I ever say that we lived together and I really don't think its any of your business Buck!! and since you think it's appropriate to ask me about Paul, how about you? did you sleep with anyone on the way here huh? have you ever even had a real relationship do you even know how to be in one? And he gets a little tense and says fine I get it I'll stop asking, I just hope your getting as good as sex as I am and I said well thats really not appropriate and I said well lets change the subject and he says " Are you excited for the first day of work and I gave him a resting bitch face look and said well I was till an A class idiot showed up at my door saying he was working with me and he said " hmm I wonder who that would be? should I beat him up? and I laughed which means I actually find him funny somewhat which I hate myself for. Anyways coffee is finally made and we are sitting at my table drinking our coffee in silence and then of course stupid aka Buck has to open his mouth and says " so is everything okay with you and your Paul cause last time I saw you guys it was at the graduation party" and I got tense cause I knew exactly what he was talking about and I said is there a point to the conversation your about to start? and he says " yes of course otherwise I wouldn't of started it but anyways I am sure you remember but you guys got into a huge fight more like he started the fight and dragged along for the ride and then he got somewhat physical by trying to drag you out of the party by your wrist and hurting you and then when I tried to get involved you slapped and then you left" God this kid really doesn't get what appropriate conversations are, and so I roll my eyes as hard as physically possible and cross my arms and say is there a point to your question or statement I couldn't tell exactly what it was, and he said I guess it was a question and I wanted to know if everything is okay? and if you and Paul are okay? and I said didn't I just tell this kind of stuff is none of your business and he said yes technically but I just want to make sure that Paul isn't doing that kind of shit behind closed doors and I swallowed my pain and everything that Buck might be on too and shove it deep down and with a straight face I say absolutely not that was one time and he is the most caring and wonderful boyfriend ever and I love him with everything I have, and I am praying that he can't tell I am lying through my teeth don't get me wrong I want to tell someone about what is going on in my home life but this is not the time or place and Buck is the last the human being I would ever tell and he just needs to stay out of my business. So two hours later after getting through and avoiding that awkward conversation, we are getting into Bucks car on the way to fire station in silence thank god cause I don't think I could take him voice much more especially since I am going to have to deal with him everyday all day long for who knows how long. So we pull up to the fire department and go park and I took a deep breath and I am beyond excited to start and we get out of the car and grab our bags and walk up and my adventure begins....