Pain in my ass!!!

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Maia's prov... So everyone had left and I was alone with my thoughts about everything that had just happened in the last couple of hours and I can't believe how fucked everything got so quickly and just thinking about it makes me wish sometimes that I had just died so I didn't have to deal with it all. But here I am sitting in a hospital bed after being stabbed a dozen and my coworker is sitting in a jail because of me and I am now spending a few weeks with my other coworkers and oh lets not forget that my boyfriend or should I say now ex boyfriend the one who put me in this hospital is loose and no where to be found and to be honest I really want to just stab myself in the brain right now. Anyways so after about 20 minutes of contemplating ending it all I decided I need to get out of the hospital and start fixing the mess I made, so I disconnect my self from the machines beeping next to me, let me tell you all the movies you watch and see them rip all that out quickly is completely not realistic at all and they are huge needles that go in your arms and it hurts like a bitch. So I disconnected everything from me and got ready to get up and I put my feet on the ground and then before I even knew it I was on the ground I didn't realize because of everything that happened with me and being stabbed and all that and apparently that makes its harder to walk right away so I had to quickly get myself off the floor before the nurses notice that I am leaving before I am supposed to. I push myself off the floor and stand up and lean on something to help steady myself so I don't fall again and then I get to the door and look around to make sure there are no nurses around to catch me, I run out as quickly as I can which isn't that quick considering I am trying not to rip my stitches, I finally made it out of the hospital which was a miracle because there was so many people in the hospital and tons of nurses as well. So once I get out of the hospital I start stumbling my way to the police station to tell them that Evan Buckley is innocent and who the real person is and hopefully they will take my statement again and this time it will be the proper one, thats best possible way talking to them could turn out and the other way it could turn out is them not believing me and sending me back to the hospital because I wasn't supposed to leave yet and they think all the drugs they gave me made be loopy and I am retracting my statement of my abuser because I am afraid of what he is going to do because I told them he was my boyfriend. Fuck Fucking fuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!...... why is this situation so fucked up and why do I even care about the fact that Buck's sitting in a jail cell right now, he has done so much shit to me since I started working here and before and god he's such a fucking prick and I shouldn't care but I do for some reason for some fucking reason I feel horrible for all this and feel horrible for the fact that I just put him in a jail cell....maybe it is the drugs talking I am sure I was given a lot of different stuff for being under so long and all the pain and don't forget my hallucination of seeing my sister and telling me that the reason she is making me stay on earth is for Buck and the fact that she thinks he likes me which is the most outrageous thing I have ever heard since the day Enews said Taylor Swift and Taylor Launter are dating. So as I am having this stupid ass battle in my head before I knew it I had made it to the police station and I standing right in front of it and took a deep breath in which hurt considering I got stabbed a bunch and have stitches everywhere but thats beside the point I took a deep breath and walked in and found the front desk and desperately tried to not look like I just broke out of a hospital and so I walk up to the women at the front desk and try to make it not look obvious that I am using it as support so I don't fall right over, she smiles at me and asks how she can help me and in that moment I wanted to say sorry never mind and walk away but it was to late so I said last night there was younger guy, blue eyes, blondish brown hair about 5,8 or so and his name is Evan Buckley he was brought in last night on the accusation that he stabbed his girlfriend almost to death and she said yes I remember him coming in what a horrible person who would do that? and then after she stared into space for a second she got all worried and looked me and asked how I knew about that? I said well first things first he is coworker and two I am the girl who was stabbed a bunch of times but thats why I am here it wasn't him, it was someone else he's not my boyfriend I don't even like him and he certainly doesn't like me and then she says then how am I supposed to believe he didn't stab you if you guys don't even like each other and I said I know that doesn't sound right but its true he didn't hurt anyone it was all a misunderstanding. Look he called himself my boyfriend so he could get in see me first because they said only family was allowed to see me after I was out of surgery but since none of my family is alive they said that my boyfriend could come in see me and since my real boyfriend is a piece of shit Buck decided that he wasn't good enough to see me and didn't deserve to so he told them he was the boyfriend, but then when I woke up the cops came into get a statement about what happened and I decided that I was finally going to them the truth about what he's being doing to me and all the abuse but I didn't know about Buck saying he was my boyfriend so he got arrested that night because of that and my real boyfriend Paul is still out there doing who knows what hopefully not stabbing anyone else. She says okay ma'am why are you telling me all this and I said was that not obvious he is innocent he needs to be released he didn't do anything can you please talk to someone? She said well usually if we don't have any evidence against someone they get released in 24 hours so if we don't find anything against him he will be released tonight and we take what you said in consideration and I said thank you and then walked away. I walked back to the hospital because I know that everyone will be looking for me thinking that I am still in my hospital bed, so I try to get back to the hospital as quick as I can but as soon as I get to the front doors of the hospital I run into none other then Hen and I try to look down and hope she didn't notice me but it was too late and she started walking towards me with her disappointed mom look and yes before anyone asks yes she is a mom and yes I know what the disappointed mom look is I may not have had a mom for very long but I know what it looks like, anyways she yelled at me for a while for leaving the hospital before I was supposed to and I said well its to late anyways and I am not going back there so.. and she says fine I am was coming here to tell you we got all your stuff at our place and ready for you but I guess you will be coming home with us today and I said if you weren't ready for me I can find a place for a few days and she said no thats not a problem I just want to make sure you are okay and none of your stitches are going to burst none of us saw what you looked like when you came in but Buck and he said it was awful and he could barley look even look and I just want to make sure you aren't going to all of a sudden die on us while in our care and I said I think I will be okay and she says fine if you insist, and then we get in her car and drive to her house which wasn't very far away. So she helps me walk into the house and I meet her wife Karen and then there son runs up and says hi and all of a sudden seeing her son gave me a flash back to one of the most horrible days of my life..........