Pain in my ass!!!

Fire with Fire!!

So I open the door and fucking Buck he's at my door and I don't really care or want to know why he's here and I realize that I haven't said anything and I am just staring at him like a creep and so I said what do you want Buck? He didn't answer my question and immediately asked what happened to my face and god damn it I thought I covered it enough so no one could see but I guess not and second why the actual fuck does he care we aren't friends and we absolutely do not like each other and third why the fuck is he at my house when I literally will have to work with him of the rest of my life don't I deserve just a few minutes with out this fucker like honestly leave the me the fuck alone, and this is just a bad time cause me and Paul are having a fight and I don't need Buck getting involved cause he thinks he's some tough macho man and I know from fire academy that he loves getting to other peoples business so the last thing I need is him finding out that we are fighting and especially he can not find out that Paul hit me cause its not his business and boy would he love to have an excuse to use his fists on someone right now especially after I punched him on the job today which I am sure he is still very salty about but whatever he had it coming. Anyways I look at him cover my face again with my hair and say nope can you leave now? And he said I would but my apartment is getting worked on and I don't have anywhere to go right now so I figured you would want me to come over and hang and I give him a face and said oh yeah totally of course Buck with as much sarcasm as I could lace in that sentence but knowing Buck he will take that as a invitation and I was right he pushed the door open and walked in and I said excuse me Buck but we are busy right now and would like some privacy me and me and Paul haven't seen each other all day and would like to be by ourselves and he said well looks like its a me, you and Paul movie night cause I have no where else to go and I don't know where anyone else lives so here I am! So Buck is now currently standing in my living while I have no clue where  Paul is or what he is doing but I am sure he is going to be less than thrilled that Buck is standing in our living room begging to hang out while we are in a middle of a fight or silent treatment I am not actually sure what is going on right now but all I know is having Buck here is going to make things ten time worse not only do I not like Buck but Paul really doesn't like Buck because of what happened at our graduation party from the fire academy. Buck decided to be nosy like usual and saw marks on my arms and back and decided to take things in his own hands and accuse Paul of abusing me which he's not wrong but its none of his business one and two you don't accuse someone of abusing someone in the middle of a party thats just bad manners and completely inappropriate on Bucks part but honestly it didn't surprise me that he did that there see Buck is very much like a child actually no let me rephrase that Buck is a child and has a brain of a child he does not think before he acts or think about how what he's about to do is going to effect the people around him he just does it with full force and then deals with the consequences later which for him the consequences don't seem to bother him or there just isn't really consequences for him which I think partially because most of the world was in racism and sexism and so since he is a guy he doesn't really have consequences which is extremely unfair to the women of the world who always have consequences to deal with whether it be in our job or relationship or just life in general, honestly sometimes I hate being a women but then I think how far us as women have come like me becoming a firefighter no one would of ever thought that women could be firefighters or work in construction or join the army and fight for our country but look at me I have done two out of three of those examples and but for all the women who have exceed what anyone thought we could do I am so proud of us and I don't ever want men to try to tell us what we can and can't do ever again so again for women all around the world I am proud of us and keep fighting. Anyways to get back to the problem at hand aka the 6 foot, blue eyed, brown haired 24 yr old man child I have standing in the middle of my living room what to do with him? and then Paul walked out of the bathroom coming to talk to me so its to late to hide Buck in a closet like I wanted so I have to just deal with whatever happens next and then Paul finally talks he says what is this douche canoe doing in my living room?while staring at Buck the whole time and neither one of them daring to break eye contact and then I cough so they both stop staring so hard that they are about to have a forehead vein pop and then he looks at me says " umm Maia you have some explaining to do, I thought you wanted us to spend sometime together since we both had been so busy recently but I guess not and you certainly forgot to tell me that you were inviting Buck and I thought you guys don't like each other which leads me to my question again why is he here? I said okay well I guess its my turn to talk now so the answer to your question is I did not invite him he invited himself cause apparently he can't be in his apartment right now and since he knows where we live he decided to come here and your right I don't like him so I am as shocked as you that he is here and that he thought it would be a good idea to come here and then we both look at him and I said now its your turn to speak and it better be a hell of an excuse and just stares at us and probably trying to think up his next lie and then he said maybe I just wanted to spend time with my favorite couple and see how you guys are doing and maybe I was going to apologize for the scene I made at the graduation party and for accusing you of domestic violence and I practically chocked on my spit when he said that and then the initial shock of what he just said was over and then all I could do was laugh at him which was making him pretty mad by the second and he said why don't you believe me that I am actually sorry and I said because you aren't ever sorry Buck thats what makes you, you. You go through life getting into peoples business and doing stupid shit and having no consequences for any of it and this is probably the first time I have ever heard you apologize so I know its just some sneaky plan of yours to get us to make up with you and then we will let you stay but thats not happening so why are you really here Buck? And he said fine you caught me I wasn't actually going to apologize ever because I still the Paul is a piece of shit that hits you and you just don't want to say anything cause you know I'm right and you would rather stay in a fucked relationship then admit I am right, tell me I am wrong and I will leave right now. I was so fucking shocked by what he just said and furious that he had the nerve to say that with Paul standing right there like this kid has some fucking balls on him because Paul is not a small guy and could knock him on his ass in two point two seconds if he wanted and I really don't feel like having an all out fight break out right now, anyways I just stood there going between staring at Paul who was fuming and Buck who was waiting for my answer and its been a couple minutes and I still have no clue what to say because he must be high as a fucking kite if he thinks I am going to admit to him right in front of Paul that yes my boyfriend is abusing me and yes I am staying in this relationship instead of admitting that I have an abusive boyfriend and since I still haven't said anything so of course Buck opens his mouth again and says fine since you apparently aren't going to answer my first question then answer me this who did that to your face since that didn't happen at work? Well if I thought I was shocked by his first question I was even more shocked from this one cause I was hoping he had kind of forgotten about my face but apparently not but nothing could of prepared me for what happened next. Paul walked up Buck and got all in his face and said if you don't leave my fucking house now I will beat the shit out of you and trust you aren't going to be feeling real great after an ass whooping from me and I was praying to god that Buck would stand down but deep down I knew Buck and I knew he wouldn't and of course Buck got closer to him which I wasn't even sure was possible but it was, I tried yelling at them to stop there little pissing contest but it seemed to make it worse and then boom Buck threw the first punch and this is exactly what I didn't want to happen this is going to a long night...