The Alpha's Abused Mate

Chapter 5

*Lillian's Pic*

*Lillian's POV*

I woke up to the sound of beautiful birds singing and the bright rays peeping from the windows. I felt a pair of strong and warm hands wrapped around my....my naked waist.

Oh God! How did that happen?

And that's when the memory of last night came flooding in. I blushed hard. As I smiled, I turned to face Liam. He was sleeping like an innocent baby. I caressed his light stuble and kissed his forehead...waking him up...God I didn't mean to!

He looked at me disgusted....No he won't....he can't. He got up and started getting dressed as if nothing happened. I broke the tension filled atmosphere,

"Umm....Liam?"

"What?" He spat.

I sat up with my back supporting on the head board. Pulling my satin sheet closer enough to cover my body, I dared to speak, " I Love You..."

"Well...well here's what I want! I want to reject you! And I get what I want...don't I?" He asked with an evil glint on his eyes and a mocking smirk on his face.

I felt tears well up in the corner of my eyes but still asked him in a cracked voice, "What do you mean Liam?"

"I Liam Cartel Michael, Alpha of the Meriden pack REJECT you Lillian Lear Jacob as my Mate and the Luna of this pack."

I couldn't hold the tears back. My tears flowed freely down my cheeks. I could feel the pain numbing me.

I got hold of my neck and fell off the bed. Liam ran to me and held my shoulders. I shrugged and wiggled his hands off of me and continued to struggle in the pain alone.

Ok...you'll may think what's happening to me....Well, in werewolves when a mate rejects his partner, the mate rejected, has an excruciating pain in the neck and this pain lasts for about 5 - 10mins.

The pain was at last over and I started dressing up while Liam had stormed out of the room when my pain stopped. I dressed up and ran out the door, on the way clashing onto some people. But I couldn't care less about it....because my mate had just rejected me! After....after mating with me. What had I done wrong that the Moon Goddess didn't think I deserved to live happily with a mate that loved me? What harm did I do to anyone?

I reached the entrance of my house and saw my brothers strangling each other in a playful manner in the front yard. They looked so happy.....I saw my parents laughing their heart out looking at my brothers. Why didn't I see this before? My parents and brothers were.....were happy without me. They didn't need me. All I've ever done was...was to cause trouble. I don't deserve happiness....I deserve worse for putting all my loved ones in trouble. I have been an unwanted burden in the lives of my parents, my brothers, Sammy and....and I would be a heavy burden on my mate's shoulder if I didn't leave. I have to leave so that this happiness remains. I have to leave so that the burden is lifted off everyone's shoulder.

I went inside the house without anyone noticing me and headed to my room. I packed all my stuff in a black American Tourister bag, cleared all my toiletries and make up in a toiletry bag and pushed it into the bag. I also started counting the money I had saved all these years. I was surprised to know that I had $10,000 'Enough for the next couple of weeks' I thought. I put the money in the bag...all the while crying. Not because I was sad about leaving but because of thinking how much of a burden I was in all of my loved one's lives....But I'll not let their lives wreck because of me....I can choose the cowardly way of suicide.....but I won't because I'm not a coward.

I quickly removed my party dress, I didn't bother to remove my makeup because it must have faded away. I went to the bathroom and had a small shower since I felt dirty.....I reeked of Liam's fragrance. Not that I didn't like it....I just washed it away though a lot of it still remained...

I got out of the shower wrapped up in a towel, blow-dried my hair and put it up in a high ponytail. Then, I picked out a jean short and a navy blue tank top to wear. I wore it in the bathroom, checked if I left anything back and since I found nothing, I went out to my room and stuffed the party dress into the American Tourister bag. Then I grabbed my phone and put it in the pocket of my jean shorts.

I grabbed a sheet of paper from my diary and wrote,

Dear Brothers, Mom and Dad, all my loved ones and my mate,
I am leaving for good. I was always a burden and will be a burden to all of you'll. Today, I saw the most ecstatic incident, my brothers playing and my mom and dad laughing at their childishness. I was very happy to see you'll happy. But one thing that made me sickly upset was that I wasn't present in that happiness Or it wouldn't be the same if I was with you guys. So I've choosen to give you'll a chance to be happy. I mean everyone deserves to be happy right? And that happens only if I leave. Sammy...you're the best friend and sister I could ever consider. But I couldn't be a burden to you anymore. I want my favourite people to be happy. And Blake and Luke...I love you guys though you may not. Mom and Dad....I love you guys though you may not. And I will continue loving you'll till my last breath. And lastly my mate, Liam...Liam I love you so much but you didn't want to know me better.....For that, I don't blame you. I will never forget the wonderful time we spent together. I will love you even after eternity.
Love you Guys........
Yours,
LILLIAN!

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Can you believe it....I actually cried while writing this chapter. I'm an emotional wreck!
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