I'm in too deep|| Zach Herron

Part 34

IM BASICALLY OKAY OKAY NOW

It's just a little pain so I'll be updating a lot ✌🏽❤️

It's currently 5 pm In London, my phone dead, all the shops closed no one with me, walking around everywhere trying to find some one somewhere trying to find at least one shop open but with no luck I sit on a bench, in front of the Big Ben, thinking about my old times with Zach, all the boys and girls, all my amazing memories here, I got over to a pay phone phone I have some change, I put it in and put Corbyn's phone number in it.

'hello' he says

'where is my tour bus' i ask annoyed

'Jeff told you to be back before 4.30 or we'd have to leave' he replies

'Corbyn it's my tour, what would fans think if i'm not performing in my own shows!' i reply slightly yelling

'That's not my fault is it?' he replies starting to get annoyed

' I have no were to go, no money, my phones dead, i have nothing, what should i do smart ass' i ask saying 'smart ass' sarcastically

' you're the worlds biggest female pop star, you're in London, you'll find a fan and ask if you can charge you're phone at her/his house and use you're apple pay when you have charge on you're phone' he replies calmly

' Fuck you Corbyn Besson' i reply sassing him then ending the call frustratedly

walking away from the telephone i sit back in my original place on the bench

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' my adopted niece huh?' a women asks looking up i see my auntie from the family i grew up with, Lilly.

'I've missed you' she says while i stand up from the bench and hugging her

'I've missed you so so so so much' i reply letting go of the hug and staying standing

'why are you in London on you're own at 7 pm?' she asks nicely

' I'm on tour, they left in my tour  bus without me and my phone died, apparently i wasn't back in time they said as i called them on a pay phone as i had some change'  I explain to her

' I'm actually on my way home come with me, stay as long as you need to until you can go back on tour, if you're going to go back' she says smiling

'are you sure?' i ask which she only nods leading the way back to her home

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'here's a charger and some clothes, go get changed in the upstairs bathroom, take a shower if you want to, and then ill show you where you'll be sleeping the night, then you can come down and have some food before you sleep' she says starting to cook some food. me nodding then walking up the stairs.

turning on the shower i  start to strip my clothing, then peeing letting the water warm up for a few minutes then stepping in the nice warm shower, bending over to grab the pink grapefruit body wash by the body shop, the best smelling one by them in my opinion, i wash my whole body, shaving most  parts of my body, i then rinse off the bubbles of my body putting the body wash back in its original place and getting the strawberry shampoo and conditioner washing my hair

once i get changed i put my dirty washing in the laundry basket, walking downstairs to see a teenage girl sitting on a chair in front of the dinning room table.  I sit down next to her

' Hi, I'm Rose' i say smilling as i introduce myself

' yeah yeah, i know Rose Besson my cousin when you was adopted, my famous amazing cousin, I'm Luna' she says smilling making me giggle at her statment, she does too along side lilly

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' is she-' i ask Lilly she nods

' yes, the people she was staying with got arrested so i took her' she halfly explains

' does she know?' i ask

' remember that time when we said we would tell her when shes 13' shes asks, i nod  ' I know shes 12 but shes 13 next week should we just tell her know because you're here' she asks

'sure' i reply smilling 

' LUNAAAAAA COME HERE PLEASE' she yells, loud enough for Luna to hear

A few short nerve racking minutes later Luna walks down the starts of their home, then sitting on the floor in front of us

'We have something really important to tell you, I think it's best if rose explains as she knows more then me' Lilly explains to the 12 year old confused girl sitting in front of us

'Ok' is as she replied with a nod also looking confused as she looks at us

'Well, I'll start when I was 9, I was raped, do you know what that means?' I ask, which she nods 'so I was raped by my old best friends brother, once it happened I told, Lilly, she asked my parents if I could stay with her for awhile in London because she missed me' I continued 'but that wasn't the only reason, I started being sick in the morning, and I started eating a lot more and not having my periods, I found out I was pregnant at 10 years old, I kept the baby as I was staying with Lilly for a year, I gave birth to her and called her Luna, Your my daughter Luna, your my little girl!' I explain watching her face drop

'Are you being serious?' Luna asks

'Deadass serious' I reply, which she stands up and hugs me, me hugging my 12 year old daughter back

'I remember you coming to see me a lot when I was as younger, why haven't you come to see me in 6 years?' She asks once she sits back down

'Luna' I say gently holding her hand 'my manger, my first one, refused to let me see you, for 4 years he wouldn't let me, I know I've had a new one since then and I love Jeff but sometimes when you've been not be told to do something for so long, you feel like you can't do it again and that's what I felt like, I know Jeff won't do that but I will always have that feeling, but now it's okay, I'm here now' I explain as tears fall out of all 3 of our eyes

'Lilly, can you both move to my new house in L.A.' I ask which she nods

'Can Luna come on tour with me please?' I ask

'Only it she wants to' Lilly replies looking over at Luna

' Yes yes yes' she replies getting up and dancing