'Hey bitches' I say as I sit down on my bed as my Instagram live connects
'I've been gone for 4 months now, I'm better now, I feel a lot better with myself and my mind' I explain smiling
'And I'm back now, Lilac is now asleep so I though I'd do a live and we could do a little Q&A' I say leaving my phone against my pillow
Why did you leave
'I left because I wasn't happy and I know that probably sounds so ungrateful with everything I've got, but the hate got a lot and everything with Gabbie not talking to be really made me sad so I left to better myself or I wouldn't be a good mom to Lilac or Luna and I want to be the best mother I can be, it was the best thing I could of done because I'm so much happier now' I explain after ready the comment
What happened with Gabbie
'To be honest I don't know what has happened, she just stoped talking to me and started being besties with Loren and Cameron' I say, telling the truth
When are you making a new song
'Very very soon, a new song is coming' I reply laughing as Zach walks though the bedroom door and slips over
What was that bang?
'I fell' Zach shouts, getting up slowly with me still laughing at him
Why have you got a cast on your wrist
'I broke it, a week before I went to corbyns party I was hit by a car, by Cameron to be exact, i was kept in hospital for a few days though' I reply, holding my arm up so they could see the cast clearly
When are you getting married
'We still haven't decided a date yet, so we're not sure, but we will be getting married' Zach replies smiling
If you didn't have the life you have now, what do you think your life would be like?
'Oh wow' I say ' I definitely wouldn't have had lilac, I wouldn't know who my real family is, I think I'd be in university, I used to always wanted to be behind the camera and do the effects, I used to always want to do that and I never wanted to be in front of it, I definitely wouldn't of had to hid a few pregnancies, I don't know my life would be so weird, I can't think of what it would be like and I'm so grateful that I have the life I would now, but I know I definitely would of still supported the boys as I used to be a fan' I explain trying to imagine what my life would have been like
Why did you name lilac, Lilac
'Lilac's name symbolisms first love and her dad, Zach, was and is my first love' I say smiling as Zach smiles too, nodding, agreeing with my statement.
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I'm in too deep|| Zach Herron
FanficSequel to DON'T NOTHING AT ALL, if you haven't read it ready the first book, this is the third one. In which y/n Rose besson, known as rose, just came off tour with Ariana grande, after Zach's calling off their engagement after she cheated on him w...
