Chapter 28~ So dreams come true?

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Lily's P.O.V.

I tried to push myself to run faster, the tears collecting in my eyes.

Suddenly a big hand gribbed my wrist tightly causing me to stop. I tried getting his hand of my wrists.

"Louis let go" I said sternly, trying to yank my hand away.

Louis ignored my protests as he dragged me to the car, I gave up and followed him, not wanting anyone to see me in this state.

Louis opened the door for me as I got in, I sat as far away from him as possible.

I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion as in the corner of my eye I saw Louis get into the back and sit besides me.

I dropped my head down, my brown locks covering my tearstained face.

"Lily, what happened?" Louis asked. I could feel him looking at me but I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, knowing I will probably just brake down in tears.

"Lily-

"Nothing!" I replied cutting him of. I was annoyed by the fact he was trying to comfort me when we all knew he was going to leave. I'm not going to drop my walls for someone who's just going to leave anyway. Breaking me even more.

I gulped trying to calm my nerves.

Why are you still here. A voice in my head told me. I tried to shake the toughts away, thinking that the voices went away some time ago. But I guess they decided to return. Driving me over the edge.

Kill yourself already. Take the pills, swollow all, and you'd be at peace.

I shut my eyes close as tight as possible, trying to block the voices out.

Pills

pills

pills

Pills

Pills

Pills

Pi-  "JUST SHUT UP! SHUT THE HELL UP!" I screamed tears rolling down my cheeks. I can't handle this.

"What? I wasen't saying anything?" Louis said sounding confused.

"Not you" I said before I could stop myself. I instantly bite my bottom lip as I realized what I have just done.

"Wh-what? No one else was talking Lily? What are you on about?" Louis said sounding guenily confused, I don't blame him though, I would be too.

"Can we please just go home" I mumbeled still looking at my lap.

"Sure" I heard Louis sigh. Soon after I heard the door slam shut and Louis was roaring the engine back to life, driving me finally home.

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"Hey Lily how's school today?" Niall asked as I stormed through the door; I walked past him, keeping my head down, so no one could see me in my weak state.

"Lily" Niall said as he grabbed my wrist, I atomatically winced in pain, his eyebrows furrowed, and his eyes suddenly widened, like he just figured something out.

He grabbed my wrist and my eyes widened as I firgured what he was about to do, I snatched my hand away, catching him alittle of gaurd, before speeding of into my bedroom; locking myself in the bathroom.

This day can't get any worse, I silently say to myself before sliding down by the door.

Niall's P.O.V.

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