What happened to our happy ever after?

Chapter 5

I was a zombie, hollow and lifeless, basically just a walking corpse it had been a four and a half years since Julian disappeared.

My one last hope at a normal life had been ripped from my hands, I thought about going the easy way out sometimes, going to get eaten by a bear. Run into the woods and starve.

My mind might have been on this track, my heart however was not in it. I owed my life to the people that made me who I am today. Without them I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be grieving the loss of them.

A broken heart means you have loved and cherished something but it didn't work out.

I felt alone and broken, helpless and weak and overall empty.

Julian's disappearance just added to the chaotic cruel events that had unfolded in my life.

He was gone just like the rest of my family I started to think that maybe they weren't real. Just a figure of my imagination.

So that night I went into the woods trying to find something that was worth living for because in my eyes if you don't have a motive to survive is there even any point?