What happened to our happy ever after?

Chapter 7

Now here I was 15 years later, in the Volturi castle as one of the highest ranked guards.

A lot of people think that the Volturi are cruel and heartless, but in reality they are actually really fun and caring.

They put up a cold emotionless wall so people respect them, someone has to to do the job of bringing justice, Aro just got a bit greedy when it came to having lots of power.

They aren't bad people well technically not people more like vampires but whatever. Other vampires I have met have told me that I am to innocent, to caring and kind to be part of the Volturi. 

Some are even convinced that they brainwashed me, but I always tell them that I'm here on my own free will and they are like a family to me since I lost my old one.

 They helped me come out of my depressed state after the disappearance of my last surviving brother. I still am mute to let you know but I do enter minds to talk to others, originally I never said anything but the coven I now consider my family has helped me so much. They are always here for me and are extremely supportive. But I don't think I'll ever speak aloud again. 

I've lost the will and the meaning behind it. I used to sing and read with Emmett, he was the last one to here my voice and I want it to remain that way. I find it as a way of giving at least a little something back to him. All though I owe him a lot more than that. 

You may wonder why I am a high ranked guard, this is because of my gift. 

I am an nature elemental which doesn't mean I just have control over only fire, water, earth and air but over pretty much anything that is in nature. Snow, ice, lava, plants, flowers, weather, animals overall nature and I are bonded together sort of like one person or we share a soul if that makes sense. 

Over the years it has earned me the nickname Mother Nature by many vampires. I am pretty well known among most covens, I am although apparently meeting one of Aro's closest friends coven the Cullen family I believe. Carlisle used to work here many years a go he left a few decades before I arrive.

Anyway I am supposed to see them in a few hours so I hope it goes okay.  I know Caius isn't to fond of them. 

A knock on the door shakes me from my thoughts "Lilianna, master Aro sent me to remind you that you should eat before the Olympic coven arrives" Jane said sneering the words Olympic coven. (The Cullens.) "Thanks Jane tell him I'll be down in a minute." I state. 

Another thing I should tell you is that I have human traits, I eat, sleep and have icy, ocean blue eyes. Which severely surprised the Volturi when I woke from my transformation without a pair of striking ruby red eyes in sight only calm blue ones. 

I am kind of glad it makes me feel like I'm able to take something from my human side, they were my family's signature feature. 

I will forever miss them but I will always have a reminder of who they were. I will never forget them as they are the people that made me who I am. 

I will love them for the rest of my immortal life especially Em, my big Brother, if only I could see him one last time. I would do anything. But I know I can't so I am going to live the best life that I can in memory of them. 

I love you guys forever and always.