Sugg or Franta?

Chapter 33

I really liked Joe. I really did. But he just met me. I wasn't exactly sure.

"Um..." I said, in deep thought. "I don't know what to say..."

"Yeah-I- never mind." He stared at the tv.

"No, Joe, don't take it that way. I really like you, and you're even better in person than through a screen where you can block out your imperfections. I would say yes, but you just don't know me that well."

"I know, I know, I just... don't want to lose you." Something similar to this happened to a friend of mine. She and a guy had a lot in common so they started to date within the first three weeks when they met each other. They broke up a couple of weeks later. Basically, their relationship started fast, and ended fast. I don't want that to happen.

"Trust me, me neither." I finally said. We continued to watch the movie.

After the movie was done, I checked up on Emily. She hadn't thrown up since earlier this morning, which was a good thing, and it meant that the medicine was working.

Joe left soon after, and I don't blame him. It got really awkward after he asked. After he left, I went upstairs to my bedroom, contemplating what had just happened. I can't believe that I turned down Joe. Emily will never believe me if I told her. I'm not exactly sure if I should tell her or not, because then she'll go crazy.

Then, I snapped back to reality. I realized that I really needed to disinfect the bathroom. If I was still living with my mom she would've been so proud of me right now.