Delysha
A week ago the doctors declared that I was out of danger which meant I could restart my life. 'You revived' was the word they used.
I still remember the exact face of everyone around me. Happy and smiling. But. Was I happy at that time? No, I wasn't. Still no one tried to pay attention which was okay I mean the were all h-a-p-p-y.
'Happy' what an extraordinarily stupid word and mind you when I say it's nonsensical because it has no base it is just a blabber which people use to fool themselves and yes 'I WAS NOT HAPPY' because this stupid cancer took it away everything from me. My fair share of happiness. It took away the life I deserved, the country I lived, my school, my first kiss, my first crush, goddamn everything.
And I wasn't happy. I don't even wanna use that term. I was numb. I am numb and only thing I felt was that I was released and this was my chance at life. This was my chance at life.
This was my chance at resuming my studies. This was my chance at a career. This was my chance at taking back what I missed. This was my chance at college. This was my chance at love. Now, life and I were even. Now was the time I could make the world watch me and I could stare back and shout 'Yes, I made it. And no I won't look back.'
However, looking back is all I am doing, back at the life I had before that bloody Thanksgiving night. My life in Chicago. And now my life in Mumbai. Basically, this cancer took away everything good I ever had. And the only I gave me was pain.
But I gonna change that, I am not going to be the same.
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RomanceDelysha a young, beautifully flawed woman who survived breast cancer at a very young age of 19 is dealing with irregular body shape. However, she is determined to pick up her life from whatever is left, and the way she does that is by resuming her s...
