Chapter 8: Weekend

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Delysha

"Franklin Smith stop the music" I shout.

"Delysha, it's fun just open the window" he screams back.

"Okay, I am doing that but just lower the volume"

"No problems" he giggles.

We are going on a roadtrip just skipping towns for weekend to one of Frank's frame house in a different town.

Well there a lot of things confusing me right now which includes my current situation with Frank.
Because, I guess that he likes me.
But Frank's uncomfortable talks with Bella just puts me out of the comfort zone.

This how teenagers behave here. Or is it a general phenomenon?
Because the damn stuff is more confusing than remembering my medicines in the first place.
But there is one thing which is clear.... Franklin Joseph likes me.
That is pretty cool and depressing at times.
Because no matter what I can't overcome the fact that I have an irregular body shape. The only thing I don't understand is why can't he notice.
Or maybe this is meant to be, maybe he just doesn't cares, maybe Frank is the one I should be looking at for a relationship.
But, I just don't know yet.

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Monday,
The weekend was pretty awesome. Because, in the first time in years, I talk people out of my comfort zone. About my passion, love for books, future goals and good things about my past.
But still, I can't speak about is my cancer.

Of course, this people stare me and know something is wrong but the good thing is that they don't come up with anything to talk about my body.

And Frank, he just likes talking to me about his obsession on cars and bikes to even notice this irregular body shape of mine, which is mostly hidden under my jackets and oversized tops.
But, the inner me just wants to tell him about my real past cause I am done lying to him about some family drama stuff.
I am done telling him that, I am here to support my mother because I don't care about her.
I am done telling him that coming to India was my choice because I wasn't.
I am done lying to him about everything, because it just doesn't seems right.
This lies are eating me alive.

I want to let him know what I am who I am. And I am gonna do that tomorrow. Because I think he deserves the truth, because I am starting to yearn for him.

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Writer's Block:
Hey everyone I hope you all are doing well in this cruel times.
And this blog is will make it easy for you.
Because, I am planning on introducing the love of Delysha's life in the up coming chapters.
So, stay tuned.

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