[H] Falling Into Your Arms

distance

"Then why are you distancing yourself away from me?"

My thoughts went blank. Am I that harsh to her? Damn, I feel like an idiot. A complete, total idiot.

"H-huh?! No! Hahaha!" I laughed as I tried to dodge the question. "I kind of not like you acting really childish, and you tend to hold on to your feelings too much. There. I said it."

Ainsley stared onto the white ceiling as she ponders on Anderson's answer.

Ainsley

Sigh...I'm too childish and sentimental, huh. I wish I was as mature and confident myself. I'm trying my best, you know. Or maybe I did not really grow up...

That left me thinking for a few minutes. Am I being a good partner to him? Am I really committed to go on with the nature of our relationship?

Am...I just not enough for him?

I did think about it for some time. What I didn't realize was the tensions running high on both of us.

"I...love you, okay? I don't know if you'll ever put up with my childishness or my idiocy. Or even just me having burnouts. I don't know, Anderson. I just...don't..."